Hold me

Chapter One

Dan doesn't understand why he's doing this, Lucifer had always been a dick to him, but Chloe just abandoned him! I mean, Lucifer tried to commit suicide and now is paralyzed from the chest down. Kind of a inconvenient time to decide to go MIA. Dan knew that Trixie would kill him if he had just pawned Lucofer off to someone so, he put his big boy pants on and took a three month leave and Linda moved into Lucifer's penthouse.

"Are you going to force me to talk to Linda? About the Suicide attempt," Lucifer asked stiffly when Dan got them both back to the penthouse, the blood and the nuse already been removed by Ella and the rest of the forensic team who had gotten the best cleaning supplies possible to clean the penthouse. "No, I'm not going to force you to do anything, it would be helpful for your mental health if you did. Even if you just tell me some subjects to avoid would be helpful, but you don't have to," Dan said.

"I killed my brother to protective the detective, Uriel was going to kill the detective so I kill him in a church, an Archangel died in a church," Lucifer said. "I can never forgive myself," Lucifer added. Dan was shocked to say the least, but the more he thought about it, the more respect he had for Lucifer. He killed someone who was going to kill the mother of his child and in retrospect saved Trixie from having to grow up with out a mother. Before either could realize what was happening Dan was engulfing Lucifer in a hug.

"Well, uh, what is this for?" Lucifer asked, awkwardly returning the hug, "you saved Trixie from having to grow up with out a mom, and even if she is MIA, Trixie knows her mom is still out there," Dan said. "I miss Beatrice, how is she doing?" Lucifer asked, "she and Chloe were the ones who found you, she is seeing Doctor Linda, but she clung to you like a barnacle when you were in a coma, I almost had to use a prey bat to get her off." Dan said. "I.... I can't feel anything below the center of my chest, I wouldn't have known..... Thank you for telling me," Lucifer said smiling a little.

"Oh, Trixie wanted me to give you this," Dan said pulling a stuffed elaphant out of his bag, "it was her favorite when she was little and she said it might help you feel better, it's name is Ezra," Dan said. "Ezra.... I always said if Dad let me have a daughter I would name her Ezra." Lucifer sighed. He had always thought that it would have been nice to have a daughter, to be able to do her hair, paint her nails, give her the world. "I wanted to name Trixie, Ezra, but a few days before we found out Trixie was a girl, Chloe's grandma died, and her name was Beatrice, don't tell anyone this but I HATE the name Beatrice," Dan said. Lucifer smiled, "mums the word,"