2011
"Babe, when are you coming over?" I whine to Asher as I lay on my bed.
"I told you in an hour, go take a shower and put your makeup on so you can do mine too." He replies.
"But I don't wanna." I whine some more.
"Get your lazy ass up, If you don't I will take someone else, and you cant stop me then." I groan.
"Fine but if I take a shower and get ready and call you and you're not on your way over I am going to fucking kill you and your future children." I reply causing him to laugh.
"Love you." He drags out before hanging out.
I grin and throw my phone on my bed groaning a bit. I sigh and push myself up off my bed and walk to my bathroom. I turn the faucet on which spurts out cold water. I turn the nob so the water turns a nice warm temperature. I strip from the clothes I wore to the store earlier this morning. I smile at myself in the mirror, my body finally the way I've always wanted it. My white hair falls down my back as I throw it back there.
I go back to the water and pull the tab as the water is hot enough for my body to handle. I pull the tab up and step inside the already steaming water. I wash my body along with my hair, making sure my hair gets a good washing. I turn the water off sending me into a cold fit causing me to hurriedly dry myself off with my towel, throwing my hair in a towel too.
I run out of my bathroom into my room, quickly sliding panties up my long legs, and sliding a bra on over my arms. I put my black fluffy robe on and skip over to my vanity, sitting down.
***
"Asher is here." I hear my mom yell causing me to sigh, I just put on one of my lashes.
He quickly bursts through the door causing me to jump a little.
"You ass!" I screech at him, a laugh erupting from his short body.
"I'm gonna kill you." I glare at the laughing boy.
"You love me." He says with a smirk.
"True." I laugh at him. I go back to putting my other lash on as he flops on my bed.
"Are you excited to be seeing The Birthday Massacre?" I ask him.
"Deathly excited." He giggles lying on the bed.
"How about you? Are you excited to see The Pretty Reckless?" He asks.
"Shut up, I'm trying to contain myself." He laughs a bit at me.
"How about Motionless in White?" My smile drops as he says that.
I should have moved on by now, it's been almost 4 years now. But no, I'm still stuck on the past and feels like I can't move on. I'm terrified for the concert later tonight, but I'm so excited to see the Pretty Reckless and the Birthday Massacre.
"Sorry, babe." He says and sits on my vanity chair giving me a side hug.
"You're fine, I'm just still not over it and it's fucking ridiculous." I sigh fixing my eyeliner from the lashes smudging it a bit.
"It's okay to not be over it, you guys never had a true goodbye." He says still giving me the lame sidehug.
"Sometimes I wish I never left but at the same time it's like I needed to get out of there, I needed to start a life. I mean yeah I'm living with my mom but it's like it's better then being back in Scranton and wishing I was dead every time they left." I reply.
"Well, tonight, we don't have to pay any attention to them. We can have the time of our fucking lives, and ignore them. And honestly you look so different they probably won't even recognize you. We can get drunk off our asses and try to meet Taylor Momsen!" He says in a cheery voice.
"You're right. I love you, fluffy butt." I say hugging him.
"I love you too, marshmallow."
***
I lay in Ash's car as we sit in the parking lot.
"Tell me again why we're not going up to the door yet?" I ask him raising an eyebrow.
"Well do you want to seem like a creepy cunt?" He asks me.
"No but it's not like we're the first ones here." I sigh sitting up and crossing my legs.
"Maybe not but I don't want to scare Chibi!" He says whining like the little kid he is.
"Fine, I'm going to go without you." I grin and open the car door. He growls a bit at me causing me to laugh.
I hop out of his little camaro and grab my purse out of the car.
"Wait." Asher sighs causing me to grin, I always win.
We walk down a bunch of stairs from the 5th floor of the parking garage we always park in. On our way to the venue we skip hand in hand causing a lot of people to look at us like we're freaks. Then again, they always stare at us weird. We land ourselves in front of the venue, Asher and I pant like idiots, 5 flights of stairs and skipping half a mile is too much for our fat asses.
"Do you think Roxx is working tonight?" I ask Asher.
"Possibly. I'll go check." He walks away up the ramp causing me sigh.
I pull my phone out to not look like a complete loner, even though I probably look lame as hell.
"You're really pretty." Someone says causing my head to wip up.
There's a girl that looks like she's 16 or 17 is standing there.
"Oh wow thank you, you're too kind." I laugh a bit.
"You're welcome." She flashes me a big smile.
"Alexis buttkiss marie jones!" I hear shouted causing me to turn, my eyes going wide. "Come hither my child!" Asher shouts causing my face to go bright red.
The girl that just called me pretty is giggling a bit causing the blush to be even worse.
"I hate you so much." I shout back causing him to laugh a bit. I jog up the ramp that leads to the bar and VIP area. He snickers at me and runs into the VIP lounge.
"Roxxie!" I scream as I See my Mohawk'd friend that always lets us in early.
"Alexis!" She screams just as loud and engulfs me in a hug causing laughter to go between us.
