* He can't be gone *

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* The Next Morning *

''Lex, get up something terrible has happened!'' Jess said with tears streaming down her face.

''What is it?' 'I groaned.

''Josh,he's gone,he-he-he's-''.

''He's what Jess!'' I exclaimed all of a sudden wide awake.

''He's g-gon-gone'' Jess stuttered.

''No Jess it's got to be a mistake'' I whispered as tears rolled down my cheeks.

''No, he-he's de-de-dead...''Jess managed to stutter before braking down...

No!No!No! I don't want to believe it. Not Josh he's one of my best friends he has always been there for me  I can't loose him. Not after everything we've been through together...

Jess left about an hour ago. I locked myself in my room and cried until I had no tears left. I put my head phones into my ears and shut my eyes..

'You feel like a candle in a hurricane, Just like a picture with a broken frame,

Alone and helpless, Like you've lost your fight,

But you'll be alright,You'll be alright...

Cause when push comes to shove, you taste what you're made of,

you might bend, until you break, Cause it's all you can take,

On your knees you look up, Decide you've had enough,

You get mad, you get strong,Wipe your hands shake it off,

Then you stand, then you stand,

life's like a novel, with the end ripped out,

The edge of a Canyon,with only one way down,

Take what you're given before it's gone, start holding on, keep holding on...'

They were the last words I heard before I fell asleep. I can't believe he's gone, today he left this world forever...He was only 17 he didn't deserve to leave, He had so much to live for. I miss him already, I need him...We need him....

* A few hours later *

''Lexii, wake up I've made you something to eat'' Liam said as he shook my shoulder lightly.

''I'm not hungry'' I said holding back the tears.

''Come on you've got to eat'' He whined.

''My legs don't work'' I lied, I really didn't want to eat but then Liam picked me up bridal style and carried me down the stairs and placed me on a chair. I sighed as I looked down to the plate of food in front of me.

''I'm really not hungry'' I whispered pushing the plate away.

''Come on Lex, things will get better'' Louis said rubbing circles on my back.

''No! No they won't. He was one of my best friends, I loved him he was the only one who cared apart from Jess... and now he's gone and he's never coming back'' I yelled tears streaming down my face. That's when I broke down, I just couldn't do it anymore I loved Josh he was like my brother I needed him...

I slid down the kitchen wall and cried in to my hands. The boys just stood there staring at me sympathetically, even Harry. Then I felt an arm snake around my shoulder, whoever it was pulled me into a hug. I didn't care who it was right now I just needed a cuddle...I cried into who ever it was chest for a while before closing my eyes.

* Liam's P.O.V *

I watched carefully as Lexi broke down. Harry slowly walked towards her, he stared at her for a while before wrapping his arm around her shoulder and pulling her into a tight hug. We all watched in amazement, we had never seen Harry like this, he was sat holding Lexi as she cried into his chest, he didn't let go of her not once.

Harry and Lexi sat like that for about 20 minutes.

''She's asleep'' Harry whispered.

''Do you want me to take her to bed'' Louis asked. Harry looked down at a sleeping Lexi and shook his head.

''I'll do it'' He told us before taking Lexi to bed. What has come over him, I think he might like Lexi...

* Harry's P.O.V *

I carefully place Lexi on her bed, She looked so cute when she was asleep. Harry shut up she's 17... I smiled at her once more before closing the door and re-joining the boys in the living room.

''So, you like her don't you?'' Niall said to me.

''No, she's 17'' I lied, of course I like her, she's just perfect...

''It's never stopped you before I mean Alissia is 18'' Louis said stating the obvious.

''Yeah Lou has a point'' Liam nodded.

''I don't like her, ok? now drop it!'' I snapped. They all gave each other a look and turned to the t.v... I'm with Alissia, Lexi is 17 (not that I care) but yet Lexi has something that makes me want her, something that I need.

It's Official I'm In Love With Lexi Bennett...

* Zayn's P.O.V *

Harry defiantly likes Lexi, there is nothing to be ashamed of I mean Lexi is a million times better than Alissia. My thoughts were interrupted by Lexi.

''I'm going out'' She chimed walking into the living room. She was wearing pretty slutty clothes, but I didn't want to hurt her feelings.

''Where you going?'' Liam asked playing the protective big brother.

''I'm just going to a party, with Jess, we just need to get things off our minds'' She smiled,  you could tell it was fake.

''Be back by 11 and be careful'' Louis told her sternly.

''Okay daddy'' She joked.

''I'm serious'' Louis said.

''Okay then'' Lexi said before walking out. After she left me and the boys went to Nandos, Niall obviously got to pick were we went. I hope Lexi is okay, any other time I wouldn't of minded but I have a funny feeling she's going to do something stupid...

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