Am a girl of 22 years old, am an ND holder looking forward to apply for my HND very soon, this is the story of my life I don't know what to do so I need advice. When I was in secondary school my I love art subject literature, CRS, government and others I can pass them without even reading them, so I join art class having the dream of reading mass communication or law in the university but my dad turn everything around he force me to science class all efforts to make him see reason with me was not working, I called people to help me talked to him but he refused my mum does not have a sale even my teachers told him I was doing well with the choice I choose it still did not work he said he wants me to read medicine so I can become a doctor but i hate seeing blood , I hate the smell of drugs, I don't even have the passion but I don't have a say so I obeyed I managed to pass my wace and Neco,time for jamb came I scored 187 in my first attempt of course it won't be enough to study medicine I was beaten, insulted, and humiliated everyday, I sat for another one scored lower than he was still expecting but I choose to apply for any other course because am tired of seating at home I finished secondary school since 2017, I chose medical laboratory science in unical but the admission came late then my mum has already bought a polytechnic form for me telling my dad I will still sit for jamb the following year that was 2020 that I need to be learning that have sat down at home for long, when the admission for unical came I told my dad he said he won't pay my fees if is not medicine and surgery so I did not go, I continue in the poly closer to our house where I got my ND result now, and I planned to enter the university with direct entry. But this few months my parents have not been giving me peace in the house comparing me with other people's children picking offense in every little thing I do, allow me to do all the house chores without my brothers helping me, if my brothers did something wrong and I correct them or beat them they will beat me back, am not allowed to go out , not body visits me, am not allowed to get a job for myself and earn money, and they won't give me, so one faithful day I went to visit a friend and my dad ask me where am coming from I told him he asked me to pack my things and leave the house which I did joyfully on my way out he blocked me and beat me almost strangled me to death that night till our neighbors came
to resuce me I escaped and went to stay with my junior brother he had also sent out of the house since three years now but my mum kept calling me to come back and I refuse, until she told our pastor and our pastor called me so I came back, and since I came back things even got worst am going insane anytime I see my friends they keep telling me am too slim, I don't dress well because he asked me not to wear trousers, not to plait my hair , many other rules and regulations too numerous to mention I want to leave the house but I don't know if am doing the right thing when I leave I will block their numbers or buy a new sim card pls advice me pls am running insane because nobody act like I exist in the house am only needed to clean, cook, wash clothes, do all the house chores while my brothers sleep all day and eat at times I even go without food because they will finish the foods without leaving anyone for me.
