Blackpink Oneshots

I Want Every Tears Back That I Cried

This is an angst/dramatic/breakup story about: LiSoo.     T/W: Slurring, Mentions Of Su!c!de

A/N: GOSH THIS IS SO CRINGE WHYYYY, THIS WAS NOT WHAT I IMAGINED IN SCIENCE CLASS  :((((((

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The doorbell rang. Jisoo got up and asked, ''Who is it?''. 

''I'ts me Unnie.''

Silence.

Jisoo first felt the adrenaline and shock, excitement and a hint of happiness. But that all fade away when she saw the smiling face of her 'girlfriend'.

Lisa tried to hug her but she pushed her away with a surprising power. Lisa looked at her with confused eyes. 

''Babe?..'' she said, her hand reaching to the older's face.

Jisoo slapped her hand away.

''Don't touch me.''

''Wha-why babe, did something happen?'' said Lisa, looking genuinely worried and nervous.

''Ha! What do you think Lisa? Did something happen the WHOLE, FUCKING TWO YEARS THAT YOU HAVE BEEN Gone....

For some context, lets go back two years in time..:

''Jennie have you seen Lisa anywhere?''

''No, sorry Jisoo.''

Jisoo was running through the hallways to see the brunette girl she has been longing to see for a week. But there was no sign of Lisa.

Another week passed. Jisoo and her friends, Jennie and Rose , had looked everywhere for her.  Her house, her sisters house, her parents house, their summerhouse and even the hotels nearby. Jisoo sent a hundred texts everyday begging for her to reply, just for her to know if she was fine.

Well she didn't. Soon the police were informed but the police simply didn't do anything. They probably thought she was some runaway as it was common through teenagers.

So two years passed. Jisoo thought she was dead, as most of the runaway girls end up kidnapped or get caught in sex trafficking , so she attempted to join Lisa by killing herself. Well, she failed and went to see a psychologist. Things seemed to get better from that day on...until this day.

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''Ha! What do you think Lisa? Did something happen the WHOLE, FUCKING TWO YEARS THAT YOU HAVE BEEN GONE?''

''I-I'm sorry Jisoo, I had some-something to do...'' said the , now, blonde girl.

''WELL SINCE YOU WERE TOO BUSY WITH THE SO SAID 'THING TO DO' I'LL TELL YOU WHAT HAPPENED!'' said Jisoo.All the anger, despair, misery and heartbreak that she had hold through the years was splurging out.

''Haha! How funny you look right now, Lisa! Did you really think I would jump in your arms and be extremely happy that you came back? Perhaps you imagined that I would cook you dinner and snuggle with you all night?''Jisoo yelled with anger.

Lisa couldn't bring herself to say anything to her girlfriend considering how her face turned purple because of her anger towards her.

''Jisoo please calm down, I will explain everything!'' Lisa said in hopelessness.

''Calm down? CALM DOWN!? DO YOU FUCKING KNOW WHAT YOU ARE SAYING RIGHT NOW LISA? YOU'RE TELLING ME TO CALM DOWN AFTER MY GIRFLRIEND VANISHED FOR 2.FUCKING.YEARS!'' Jisoo was now shaking uncontrollably, her hands were in a fist which caused her nails to sink in her hand making it bleed a bit.

''DO YOU KNOW WHAT I WENT THROUGH? I THOUGHT YOU WERE DEAD! I TRIED TO COMMIT SUICIDE LISA! TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR THAT, BABE!''

Lisa froze in shock as tears started to run through her face.

''Ji-jisoo I never knew that I-I'm...'' she stuttered

''OF COURSE YOU DIDN'T , I WASN'T EVEN SURE IF YOU EVEN REMEMBERED MY EXISTENCE AT ALL! '' she shouted. 

She sighed, and started speaking with a voice that had quite the mocking tune in it.

''Well Lisa, that's what you did to me.I'm really curious, what were you thinking when I begged for you? Did you really, truly not care about me? Tell me, what was that 'something you needed to do? Huh?'' said Jisoo with a venomous voice, glaring at her. 

But Lisa also noticed the sorrow and misery in her eyes as she breathed heavily.

''I was on a business trip. Someone offered me an amazing deal, but I had to leave my whole identity behind to meet the supervisors. This was a one in a lifetime chance so I had to do everything they had to say!'' said Lisa holding onto the last string of hope.

Apparently,  it was the wrong string. She held onto the one that would make Jisoo lose it.

''OH MY FUCKING GOD. THAT IS YOUR REASON? JUST HOW CARELESS CAN YOU BE LISA?! I ALMOST WENT INSANE BECAUSE OF ALL THE HORRIBLE SCENARIOS THAT CAME TO MY MIND EVERYTIME I CLOSED MY EYES! I WAS MISERABLE, I CRIED MYSELF TO SLEEP EVERYDAY AND YET YOU HAVE THE AUDACITY TO SHOW UP LIKE THIS AND PRETEND EVERYTHINGGS OK?!YOU DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH I CRIED FOR YOU TO BE JUST NEAR ME!'' screamed Jisoo. Her eyes were already swollen and red. 

Lisa knew at that moment, how much she bottled inside her.

''But now...I want every tears back that I cried.''

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''NO JISOO PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME!'' Lisa said while looking at the girl, who has already packed her bags. 

Jisoo's hand clenched onto the door handle. She turned back. 

She wasn't angry while looking at her. She was rather... smiling with pain.

''Ironic isn't it, Lisa?'' 

''No, no! PLEASE I APOLOGIZE JISOO ,PLEASE!''

''I've had enough of this already Lisa. May god bless you with an awesome life with your new job. I hope you're happy.''

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FUCK THIS IS SO CRINGE WHY DID I DECIDE TO WRITE THIS