We never loved each other

You know whenever my phone buzzes, I whisper a prayer hoping that it's you. When I fall asleep, I like to think that I'm resting in your arms. If I cry, I cry knowing that you were once there for me. I hope that you know that you were the one that I cried to, but now you're the one I cry about. Day and night I waited for your text, day and night. But you never responded to my question. the last thing I said to you was that I loved you, but you never even read the message. You never told me that you loved me back, instead, you told her that you loved her. you strutted down the snowy path, hand in hand, wishing for the pain of my existence to go away. But it never left you, did it? You never really forgot about me, did you? I know for certain that you will never forget about me, for that one time you told me that I was prettier than the sunset. Now every time I look at the pink and yellow tones of the sky, I think of you. And I know you do the same. I know you think of our love when you look at the sunset with your present girlfriend. I know you haven't thrown out the gifts you've made for me, hoping that one day we could finally touch each other, Hoping that one day this love didn't have to feel digital. Hoping that one day, we could hold each other the way we wanted to since the first hello.