Everything of a friendship

Friendships are hard

Friendship is hard, mainly when you know that person for a long time. Those moments when you and your friend fights all the time because maybe they just don't understand and it gets you thinking is this what you want a friendship that doesn't make sense. Everybody wants a friendship that makes you happy not always fights and arguments and sadness and tears, you want someone who will listen to you and talk to you and have fun. Some people don't understand that when you care so much for someone and you would do so much for them it's just not good enough for them. You sit next to your best friend and all you think about is do I want an unhappy friendship or do you want someone who can listen and give advice back and treats you with respect. Why stick around with people who treat you like crap? Why stick around to get heartbroken again? Why? Risk so much for one person? Yes, we are afraid of losing them that look up to someone who cares and share things with you, not living, not holding things back. Trust is a big thing in a friendship you want someone who trusted you with anything. I want that one person to just trust you because without trust honestly, it won't is a good friendship. We have secrets and secrets should be kept but when you don't have trust how can we be able to tell you anything when really you don't have trust inside you? When someone talks crap behind someone's back and then become friends with them. Honestly, I think that you talk crap about someone who talks crap and says you never talk crap!! When you fight with someone it's really hard to understand where they're coming from because all you hear are lies or its the same argument over and over again and its like when is this going to stop Is this ever going to stop!
There's times where you think the world is up against you because one person that ruins your day. All you can do is try to get through the day without crashing down. It doesn't matter if the other person cares about your feelings the world is going to be against you even if you know the truth or not. People can mess with you and your feelings and some people just don't care at all because there so heartless or just think about themselves. They just want to see you break down and that's when everything changes you and then the other person changes and then there's nothing but regret and pain. I hate how everything is a joke, you can joke around about so many things but honestly it's not funny it just hurts! Some jokes are funny but some are not. Why joke? We all want a happy life, No regrets, No mistakes, Not even broken hearts we are who we are but people take it to far and then you can't trust people. We can either talk about it but honestly talking about it doesn't work at all it just causes more fights and it irritates me, we should all get along make it equal for everybody. Choosing sides isn't good in a friendship because its all about if the other person is right or not. That there shouldn't be sides. Choosing someone is like if you agree with one person and only that person...shouldn't be that way at all. Choosing friends during an argument is just painful. When someone says you need to choose who you want to be friends with. You can regret who you really choose you shouldn't have to choose to see who really is your friend. You should always tell that person how you feel because honestly they deserve to know and maybe learn from what they did and hopefully never do it again. Sometimes when you miss someone so much that it hurts but you know that person is still mad at you and you hope that they come to you but sometimes you can't even look them in the eyes because all you get are flashbacks and pain. All you feel is the pain, I hate that pain it makes you weaker and weaker and all you want to do is scream and sleep and do nothing about it, it's like wasting your time, your life away. What people say to you do effect you even when it's really mean and once they say it, it just affects your big time and then you can't look at that person anymore. All it is regrets and pain and forgiveness too as much as you want to forgive someone you can't but you end up doing it and you shouldn't. We all have our bad days, when we are in a bad mood normally you don't want to talk to anybody and you just want to be alone. Don't ever snap or lose your cool with someone because it makes things worse and you shouldn't take it out on people, people will never forgive you for that, mainly if you always do it to the same person over and over. That person won't forgive you!!!
Ignoring is a bad thing, you guys fight don't work things out and that's when ignoring comes into the picture, no one talks, no one fixes things, then you guys don't talk anymore and that's how everything ends. It should be that if arguments starts and people get mad at each other give each other space, just on till someone isn't mad anymore. NEVER! Ignore someone on less your not friends with them anymore. During a conversation should not ignore them at all. If you want to talk to someone and there not talking to you, you should go up them and ask them are you still mad at me? And if they say yes, give them more time and hope for the best. If you care about someone don't be afraid to show it.
Prove it to them that will give them an idea that you are trying. Either if it's a relationship or friendship we all go through this and its hard to go through but sometimes people can't fix it and sometimes if you get lucky the friendship or relationship will work out on its own. Just be careful on what you say or do because it does affect people.  

                                                 Charter 1: Friends 

Friend's come and Go and honestly you can't do anything about it because this is what I learned If you care for someone so much and they don't have time to hang out with you or do anything with you then you know that they are not friends. A real friend would message you everyday or at least once in awhile to check up on you like if you were to do it to that person, If they Don't message you at all Don't sweat it at all, Just pretend you are happy even though if they are not in your life. If they magically message you again, It either they need something or maybe they were bored and decided to message you. If They say they miss you, Don't believe it because if they missed you they should be messaging you when they miss you not acting like your invisible. When your friend says "They Are Busy" but you see them on Social Media you know that you have time to talk to you but they don't want to waste their time talking to you. When you message a friend and they seen your message but they don't reply back, Let's just face it, It means that they don't want to talk to you they are ignoring you.