I went to my cousins house to play,
As a normal 6 to 7 year old would
Do. He was the only one home,
Which was fine, until I wanted to go
Home. He didn't want me to go. I
Begged for him to let me go, I
Wanted to go. I tried to run to the
Other door but he got there first and blocked it. I tried running to the other
Door but, again, he got there first and blocked it. He said I couldn't leave
Until I did something for him. I don't remember what exactly was said but
I know I didn't want to. I just wanted
To go home. I told him no but he said
The only way I could go home was if
I did what he wanted. I gave in and
Said yes. I said yes. Why did I say yes? That's all I remember, I remember
Giving up and saying yes. It all goes
Blank after that. I remember the other
Times, almost perfectly. He got me to believe this was okay, normal. I feel sick thinking about it now. I wanted so
Badly just forget it all, but no matter
How hard I tried, it wouldn't go away.
Why wouldn't it go away? Please just go away.
