Repeating history...// Killugon angst// Adult AU

Repeating history..

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[Adult AU]

"ME?! YOU DON'T KNOW HOW TO ACT! YOUR 20 YEARS OLD, GROW UP!" A loud voice yelled from the room.

Footsteps could be heard walking down the stairs. The sound of rumbling followed. He heard them, and quickly sprinted towards the noise.

"What the hell are you doing gon!?" Killua anxiously asked.

He didn't answer. He simply continued with what he was doing. Killua could tell what he was doing, and felt a chill go down his spine.

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"Y-your still going-?" Killua finally managed to get out.

"You can't s-stop me Ki-'' He copped up to say, but didn't get the chance to.

"THIS WILL KILL YOU! I'M NOT LETTING YOU D-" KIllua yelled, his throat felt dry. He couldn't finish his sentence, he couldn't say it.

Gon quickly shot his eyes up to Killua....Over the years they grew so much Killua had adapted to his fathers height, while Gon was just slightly shorter than him."I-...." Gon tried to say something, but got lost in Killua's sky blue eyes. How could he say something when he looked at those sad eyes. It felt as if he was reborn again. Killua's eyes were getting bigger, or were those tears..?

Killua quickly looked away. He couldn't look him in the eye. It looked...too familiar.

....Another awkward silence awakened.

"For him, ey? You looked for him all these years," Killua said, his voice slowly rising. "The one who LEFT you, your going BACK?!" His voice reached high volume.

Gon tensed up. "Dont talk about him like that."

"Face it Gon, he doesnt WANT you! Hes just using you!" Killua continued to yell.

THey both were out of it at the moment. Whatever came out, came out....

"YOU DON'T KNOW HIM!" Gon yelled. Killua got even angrier.

"STOP ACTING STUPID! Why did you have to find him? Why did you find him AND HE LEFT STILL? WHY does he continue on this pattern and STILL you go back to him? Y-YOU'LL d-DIE GON!! This adventure he want to take you on is JUST like with those stupid ants...."

Gon couldn't stand the way Killua was talking.

"THEN WHY DID ALLUKA COME BACK TO YOU? DIDN'T YOU LEAVE HER?"

KIllua stopped yelling. He felt frozen.

Deep down somewhere, gon knew this was stupid and what he said was horrible. But at the moment, anger, yet again, took over.

"You left her all alone and yet she still came back to you." GOn said, heartlessly.

"Big brother?"

The front door opened. Alluka looked scared to enter, with the loud noises she heard out front.

"H-hey Alluka..."

Looking at alluka, killua felt hurt and gon felt guilty. She slowly walked towards them, knowing something was off.

"W-whats wrong big brother?"

"Nothing sis!" Killua said, changing his emotions for the sake of Alluka.

"I-im sorry killua...." Gon said, quickly turning to the bright green luggage by the back door.

"W-wai-" Killua suddenly remembered alluka was there. He turned to her, only to find her gone.

"Alluka??" Killua asked.

"Where are you going?" Alluka said sternly, while blocking the back door way.

"Alluka please. I have to go before I miss the train...." Gon said, looking down.

"My big brother is sad and I can tell you are too. Please Gon, where are you going?" Alluka asked, clearly not taking no for an answer.

"Let him go alluka. He's obviously still the kid he was back then." Killua sharply said. If looks could kill....

Gon walked out the door and to the distance.... Alluka watched him, but Killua felt he shouldn't.

All Killua could do was think.

"Stay...."

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