I met this guy in my dream.
He look at me like I was his past.
Past love...?
Not quite sure.
His eyes told me how badly he wished to let go, of us.
I was confused cause I comprehend that this is a dream and I am in love with someone else outside this dream.
I didn't speak up, I just stare at him. Every minute his stare is becoming discomfort, painful-looking at me.
A couple of minutes have passed, and I decided to come over to him but with every step I take, he will step backward, like he doesn't want me near him.
It made my heart and soul in misery, suffering, I don't know.
All I know is I wanted to talk to him, I wanted to hug him, I wanted him near me.
I wanted him.
I love him.
I wanted to fight for both of us.
Later on, I wake up, and guess what, the guy that I'm in love with outside the dream Is the guy in my dream.
Same person.
But the opposite of our situation right now.
I was the one who wished to let go, I was the one who shattered him into pieces.
It's just the dream that wants me to know what he felt when I let go, hurting one another.
It tells me too that every choice that I will do will hurt someone and I choose to hurt him rather than hurt him in a way that he believes that I'm still in love with him even if not.
I am not.
I already started unloving him.
If fact, I think this is just a mistake.
Everything about us is.
But still will always be my best mistake.
This foolish decision is so far my greatest error.
It's better to end than slowly kill us with a tale relationship.
I don't want to live in fantasy.
And he shouldn't live too in that way nor believe in such a thing.
