I was sitting in his bed thinking of his love of my life, *Joey*. I meet him when we were in middle school, he was always smarter then me but I still liked him ❤ When we hit 6th grade his smarts was a really big difference, during the second quarter of the year, he got to go to a higher grade Ela class. But, I got lucky though, I got to have one class with him because of his schedule! I first noticed my feelings in March, 2, 2022. It was around when he had his birthday and I was struggling to find out what to give him. I wanted it to be special, and him to think of me more then just an annoying person. I kept thinking and thinking, what would a person like him want? I know he like hats, maybe that or maybe.....I don't know. I really want to show my appreciation for all that he has done for me. I mean he is really smart, handsome and I love how he looks...if only I could- WAIT! Umm....why do I say it like that, I mean it's not like I like him or anything! But, I really love his hair, his sense of style and his personality is my favorite.....but it Doesn't mean I'm gay......right? I mean if I was his boyfriend, I wonder what that would be like! Maybe we would cuddle under blankets, or we could kiss under the moonlight. I mean I'm not gay..............I think. Crap! I think I do like him...But, I don't wanna say anything. I don't want to ruin out friendship.
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