I'll protect you

~*Chapter 8*~

*Louis' POV*
I honestly don't know what's going on. I mean I guess shouldn't say I don't know what's going on, because I think I do. I've just never felt this way toward a guy before. Theirs nothing wrong with being gay or bi or whatever. I'm just not sure I'm ready for my life to change so much. Plus I've never felt this way until I met Harry. So maybe I'm just being protective after what happened with Niall last year. I always thought I was straight. I know Liam and Niall said I could talk to them if I needed to but Liam's having a hard time right now. I'll just ignore it maybe these feelings will go away.

"Hey mum I'm home, and I need to talk to you." I say when I get home. "What's wrong honey? Is everything ok?"She ask coming out of the kitchen.

"Mum calm down. I'm fine but I do need to talk to you. Let's go sit down." I tell her. "Louis what's going on you're scaring me,"She says. "Mum it's not about me it's about Liam,"I tell her. "Liam?" She ask confused. "Ok can I talk to you for few minutes without you being my mum I promise nobody's in danger it's just something that they might get in trouble for?" I ask "Sure honey,"She says.

"Ok this may get me in trouble too but I don't care Liam's more important,"I say making my mum sit up listening intently. "If am gonna get trouble please let me finish before you punish me, ok?" I ask making her nod.

"Ok well as far as Liam's parents know he's staying with me. But he's with Niall. I dropped them off last night. And today when I picked them up I realized he wasn't being himself he maybe said five words all day. But Niall said he wanted to talk to me.So we let everyone go in while we stayed behind.

Mum Niall just broke down sobbing. Evidently him and Liam were fooling around last night. And yes their always safe and they've both been tested. But Niall said they were fooling around and Liam felt the scar from last year and start bawling. He still blames himself even though Niall as told him again and again that it wasn't his fault. But mum he can't even sleep. And Niall talked to him about maybe talking to someone and he said he would as long as Niall would go with him. But I was hoping you could get him an appointment?" I ask "So am I in trouble?" I ask.

"Louis you just made me the proudest mum in the world,"She says crying. "Uhh I don't get it I'm helping him lie to his parents. Why are you proud?" I ask confused. "Honey, yes your helping him lie because right now he needs to be with the one he loves, the one he came so close to losing. And honey the fact you told me even though their was a chance you could get in trouble but Liam was more important to you. That's why I'm proud, and I'll talk to Dr.Mesa in the morning when I go in. She might can see him after school,"She says.

"So I'm not in trouble?" I ask "No honey, but it's getting late though you need go take your shower and get to bed. I'll txt you about what Dr.Mesa says,"She says with a grin. "Thanks mum I know I can always talk to you about anything. I love you good night." I tell her kissing her on the cheek. "Good night love and you tell Liam to hang in there,"She says. "Ok I'll tell him." I tell her before going to my room.

Louis
"Hey I talked to mum. She's gonna try and get him in asap."

Niall
Good, I'm worried. What all did you tell her?

Louis
Everything, it was the only way to tell her. But don't worry she understands that Li needs to be with you right now.

Niall
Thanks mate love ya see ya in the morning

Louis
No thanks needed I wanna see Liam better too. But love ya too and I'll see ya in the morning.

Louis
Oh she said that they might be able to see him after school tomorrow idk

*Liam's POV*
"Niall you got a txt,"I holler. "Who's it from?" He ask coming back from kitchen with his hands full. "I don't know your phone just dinged. Oh it's from Lou,"I say.

Well baby what it's say?" He ask making me look back down at the phone. "Niall what exactly did Lou talk to his mum about?" I ask trying not to get angry. "You seeing someone. You said you would." He says sounding confused. "YEAH NIALL I DID, BUT NOW JAY KNOWS EVERYTHING! I COULD'VE MADE MYSELF AN APPOINTMENT,"I yell.

"SORRY FOR TRYING TO FOOKING HELP YOU LIAM! YOU DONT SEEM TO CARE THAT KNOWING YOU CAN'T FORGIVE YOURSELF THAT'S PUTTING STRESS ON ME TOO. SEEING THE PERSON THAT I LOVE MORE THAN ANYTHING BLAMING HIMSELF. IM FOOKING WORRIED ABOUT YOU BUT I'LL TELL LOUIS JUST TO FORGET IT. IM SORRY FOR TRYING TO BE A GOOD BOYFRIEND. YOU CAN HAVE THE BED IM SLEEPING ON COUCH!" He yells slamming the door to his bedroom.

When I cool off and go downstairs I'm surprised to see Niall bawling his eyes out. I run to his side. "Baby is this just because we fought?" I ask "Im sorry" I tell him. "You don't get it Li your unhappy because of me. Because I got stabbed. Because you felt like you should've been there for me. And I hate seeing you unhappy.

I thought I was doing something good for the both us maybe talking about what happened will help us move on,"He cries. "Baby you were doing the right thing. But when I saw that Louis had told Jay everything I got scared that she'd call my parents,"I tell him. "Baby Jay's pretty laid back. She's not gonna tell your parents unless she feels it's putting you in danger,"He says.

"Another thing baby I'm sorry I never took into consideration how hard this is on you. I was to busy beating myself up. But you lived it and I'm so sorry I never took that into consideration,"I tell him. "Ya know it's nothing a kiss wouldn't fix." He says with smirk. Making me connect our lips and pull him on my lap. I push my tongue into his mouth loving the way he taste. I finally pull back resting my forehead against his. "I love you baby I'm sorry and thanks for taking care of me,"I tell him. "I love you too baby, and I'm sorry I guess we should've talked to Louis together. Or made an appointment somewhere else. I was just trying to help,"He says "I know baby and you did the right thing,I'm the arse. That couldn't see that. But it's over and done with. Let's go upstairs and watch a movie and cuddle want too?" I ask "Well duh!" He says making me laugh. "Baby your perfect,"I tell him pecking his lips.

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