Our Entitled Love.

Chapter 1 - Not my cup of tea

August 26, 2023; Our last year of Highschool, as seniors. Bound to see fights, people making out in the bathrooms, teens vaping, and more. I don't think I could ever be more prepared! This is all I've ever dreamed of. The perfect, and when I mean perfect...I mean PERFECT school year. It's everybody's- Well almost everybody's dream to be pinned to the wall in a bathroom during senior year. Especially when it's your crush...

As the first day approached, I was getting ready at my Ma's house. I had to make my outfit perfect, as we all know, the first day always is the day for First-impressions. If I make one mistake, it's like I'm from then on the school's new freak show...As soon as I enter that building, I can't act like myself, I HAVE to act with the crowd. Since I'm bad at being a leader, it's my best bet.

The thing is for school no matter what you do, you'll always have that ONE person who judges you daily or will give you that RBF which nobody likes. However. I have to be.....THE girl.
You know...I don't want to try too hard. I want to make it seem as if I'm just there for the friends, that is the Ideal person you'd want to hang out with. Even if it's "not my cup of tea" to do so...I have to deal with it. Every school I've gone to is judgmental and there is no getting out of it.

It's like a prison, and don't get me wrong when I say this. They are HORRIBLE learning environments unless you have a class full of shy nerds, who understand everything but never say shit. I mean come on! There is NEVER the perfect class, and I'll be real...I.DON'T.CARE.

If you tell me, "you're being too loud!" or "Shhh, I can't hear the teacher!" you are obviously gonna get the middle finger. Depending on the person. Just know, there is always a goodie two shoes in every class you have. Unless your class is considered the 'Dumb' Class, where everybody in there simple does not give a shit for what you do and who you are.

Moving on, I got my schedule. Ah shit, I have.....INDUSTRIAL TECHNOLOGY?! No offense against that class, but NOBODY wants to be in that dirty wood shop...It's always the dirty and stinky nerd kids that are raised to enjoy machines and wood. I am DEFINIETELY not that type. Though I would give a try to Art and Band. Those seem more in my league. But....I.T.?!!!! No way, I have to get this rearranged SOMEHOW.

Every other class is with the popular teachers, so I won't complain about that. 
'BEEP, BEEP, BEEP, BEEP' My alarm clock went off.

I woke up in a panic, slapped my alarm clock on snooze for 20 minutes, ran to my closet, and from there you know where this is going. Okay, now to pick out school appropriate clothes, the worst thing on day 1 of Senior year high school is getting dress coded. And the worst thing about it is that you don't even have any excuses for them to let you off the hook! Since you've been to that school for 3 years, they definitely expect you to know the rules and dress code by then. Unless you are a freshman, you're toast my guy.

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My mom drove me to school, which was 5 minutes away from our house. 
She dropped me off at the front, I inhaled, then exhaled. I got this, this is my year.
I was walking slowly as I accidentally tripped and fell face flat, got back up in a hurry, and panicked. PHEW! Nobody saw me, now to just hope mom didn't see that and hope my face isn't bleeding or scratched up.

I entered the building with my heart beating, I saw of few of my friends over by the lockers. 
I walked over that way and slightly waved, they didn't seem to have much interest in me. 
As expected...They were fake anyways. I guess this meant it was time to make NEW friends.
The worst thing ever, is making new friends. Because half of the friend groups are already taken. 
And half of them aren't even you style nor type. You just have to pray that your classes have some fun or cool people in them or else your...again. Toast!