One-Shots Compilation by Yuyistarr

Realize -- Colbie Caillat

A/n : This one-shot story is inspired by Colbie Colliat's - Realize.

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"Clark? You seem bothered." I took my eyeglasses off as I gaze at Clark,

"N-no, I'm not." He denied while looking away,

"Clark. We're bestfriends. You've trusted me and I've trusted you. Please don't hesitate to share me your problems." I grabbed his arms and lean on it,

"Lori, look... I'm not too comfortable to share you my problems right now." He stated while grabbing back his arms,

"Pretty please?" I pouted,

"No." He said coldly,

I held his hand and stared directly unto his bright blue eyes, "Clark, please?"

Is it gonna be too obvious that I like him if I do this?

"I told you, NO." He gazed at me and looked away,

"Look Clark, I'm your friend." I forcefully turned his body to face me,

"What happen to this?" I poked his heart,

"It's confused." He said while giving me a menacing look. I smiled bitterly, "You can just admit that you love Irah."

He raised an eyebrow at me while gritting his teeth. "Excuse me? I? I love Irah?" He tightly held my arms,

"Yeah." I slightly smiled,

"So you think that's my problem?! Darnit Lori that's not even a problem! I can admit to any girl that I like them, but I'm inlove with someone else!" He yelled,

I just smirked, "Why don't you just confess to the girl you are inlove with?" My ho-hum reaction,

His face became expressionless. His eyes staring at mine, making me feel the butterflies in my stomach, fluttering here and there. "Okay I'm sorry. I can't tell a girl that I like her."

"I'll call you when I'm not wrathful anymore." He walked away and didn't even care to look back and see what's happening to me.

Tears start to flow down from my blue green eyes. I wiped it with my cozy French coat, and pouted.

I watched him phase towards the train platform as I stay composed in this corner.

I wonder what he feels right now. Maybe he's happy that he yelled at me. I'm innocent but annoying, who wouldn't hate someone like that?

He's cozy in his seat, while I stand here waiting for someone to help me. To help me get over him.

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I've been waiting 7 hours for his call. He's still enraged by now? Wow! He's unlike this before.

He forgives me with ease. He accepts my simple mistakes. But... now? His warmth is crashing down... on me.

I took my purple guitar and started to strum a song on it,

I used to hum this to him when he falls asleep in my arms,

'Take time to realize, that your warmth is crashing down on me...'

He changed. He's cold. His heart froze. I'm not an ice-breaker. I am afraid, I can't set him free.

'Take time to realize, that I am on your side... didn't I, didn't I tell you?'

7 years of friendship. Did I ask for more? Yes I did. I asked to be more than his friend. But there's a boundary between us... maybe I'm not strong enough to break that bulletproof wall. I don't have the courage to reveal what's in my heart... for 7 years.