I'll be in your care || Min Yoongi

I'll be in your care!

Honestly, you shouldn't be so surprised. You had been PMSing for the past few days and your emotions had been all over the place!

Heck, the events of the previous night still echoed in your mind, driving you to guilt and shame. You were pissed at yourself for losing control over your thoughts and words. You knew that you had much better control over your emotions, but yesterday was messed up on a whole other level. 

The day started off with you getting up late accompanied by cramps, lower back pain, and your legs hurting like there was no tomorrow. You knew that your periods were close but as much as you wanted to, you couldn't take a break. Not when the meeting you had been working your ass off for for months was supposed to be held that afternoon. Popping in painkillers, you had decided to just suck it up and leave for work.

Then during said important meeting, a junior from your team mispronounced the client's name, correcting it hurriedly, as the client brushed it aside with a laugh. You salvaged the situation to the best of your capabilities and got the deal sealed, but your boss was still pissed because it could've led to losing out on a huge project for the firm, leading to you getting yelled at by him.

As if this wasn't enough, the printers had decided to get jammed just as you were about to submit your evening reports, leading to you running around the office to see if any other department was open and if you could find one working printer to print out the reports. By the time everything was done, you had already stayed back an hour, missed out on the dinner spots next to your office, and returned home, angry, hungry, and alone.

Alone in the house, you and Yoongi were living in. Yoongi was away for an album recording and was supposed to come back next week. You were used to him being away for long periods of time during production and promotion season, but yesterday the house had felt more empty than it ever has.

So when Yoongi had called asking you about your day and your meeting, you snapped. Anger poured out, at your day, the pain, at him not being home with you right now... Words left your lips faster than his raps, and you broke down.

You didn't know when your voice went from angry to raspy, tears and sobs falling freely as you apologized again and again. It wasn't his fault that he had to stay away. He was probably already stressed out with producing the songs and he really didn't need your drama to add to it.

But he didn't stop you once. He let you ramble till your throat ran dry, reminding you to drink water and eat something, reminding you that he was there to listen to you, reminding you that he would be home soon, reminding you that he loved you... His words fueled the guilt that grew in your heart, to the point that you kept sending him "I'm sorry's" throughout the night, till you fell asleep.

So when the sharp pang in your side woke you up along with a grimy and sticky feeling in your pants, you knew that your periods had arrived, in full fanfare at that.

Sighing you got up and popped another painkiller, changed the sheets, and headed into the bathroom to take a bath, hoping that the hot water would relax your muscles enough till the painkillers took effect. You put the clothes and the bedsheets for a wash, before standing underneath the shower. 

The water flowed over your body, trying to warm you up, but the entire process just irked you more. The steam that quickly filled the bathroom left you feeling suffocated and with an irritated groan you switched everything off before drying yourself off roughly with a towel and changing into fresh clothes. You decided to wear a bigger pad, knowing that your periods could be a little trickster and lead to a heavy flow over the night, and you didn't want to see bloodied sheets first thing in the morning.

As you walked out of the bathroom, the emptiness of the house screamed louder at you. The clock next to your bed showed 3:00 AM in all its devilish red brightness, and you felt unease settle in your stomach.