The mind of a Fallen Thespian

Who am I

My name is Dave, im 17 now and well this is my story. I was born 1997 july 11th around 9:23am. My mom and dad idk if they wanted me even to this day I question if they even want me or not. My entire life I wonder who I am or what I can do so im lost. When I feel like im good at something someone will always destroy it. I was bullied most of elementary school, I fought back and well I got kicked out so many times. Soon when I was 9 my mom met this guy Steven. He was a white Catholic man. The typical anti-gay asshole you would meet, he had a son stevie I was 17 and he was awesome he was a in the closet gay and he was the best guy you could meet. When it was his 18th birthday day he came out and he was kicked out. I never saw him after that day and well yea. Soon he started to beat me cause I didnt want to play baseball. He hated me and I hated him I wanted him dead. My mom did nothing but let him beat me and let his Brother rape me..... it was a awful time in my life I had this stuffed animal rabbit who was my best friend. I loved him and then my step dad took him away and burned him...I was destroyed. Soon my mom moved me to my dad so she could find us a house. My dad didnt care much for me either to be honest the only time he cared about me is when we see the Fast and Furious movies. Its the only time he wanted to be near me. In middle school I didnt care much of it. I found youtube and it introduced me to new content I never saw. When I got home from School I go to the room me and my dad shared and grab his laptop and watch YouTube from 3-12 everyday. Soon my dad moved in with his new wife. I was ok with it, hey I dont share a room with him so im cool. Later in 7th grade I was walking home I got jumped by 3 guys the most ive fought is 2 so yea I was really unprepared. I managed to hit them enough for me to run off then. After that I got knifes for self defense. And well i was caught with them in school. I went to court and was given a chosie of 3 months in Juvy or 6 months in another program. I rather continue this part after I was done I moved to a different middle school and was better I was unknown and it was a fresh start for me. I joined so many thing that kept me busy. I joined student counsel and was part of the Eco friendly club and the time and energy was so well spent I was happy and proud of what ive done and this was the happiest I felt In years. I graduated with amazing grades for myself. And now im of to high school