❝ THERE'S NO REMEDY FOR MEMORY, YOUR FACE IS LIKE A MELODY — IT WON'T LEAVE MY HEAD ! ❞
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DRAMATIS PERSONAE
"I never wanted to see him again. Or, rather, I never wanted him to see the mess I'd become when I'd left." THE FORSAKEN
"You didn't want this and yet fate decided it should strip you of your freedom to love." THE ADMIRER
"You know I have to keep doing this, right?" THE SEEKER
"Stop insisting on saying it's your fault because it's not, it fucking isn't." THE FALLEN
"It's up to you if you want him to remember. But please don't shatter him in the process. This is all I ask of you." THE ACCURSED
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WARNINGS
— suicide & self-harm — depictions of violence & blood — language — mentions of varieties of mental health issues
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BEFORE READING & REMINDERS
— weekly updates. — will contain major manga spoilers. — this is an xfem!reader fanfic, and i will be using she/her pronouns for the reader. — i do not own demon slayer: kimetsu no yaiba. it belongs solely to koyoharu gotouge
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PLAYLIST
"there's no relief — i see you in my sleep, and everybody's rushing me but i can feel you touching me." DARK PARADISE LANA DEL REY
"maybe i'll cry for a love that isn't perfect yet." IMPERFECT LOVE SEVENTEEN
"i wanna be everything you wanted; but often times i just get forgotten." APRIL BEACH BUNNY
"i still feel you now and then... slow like pseudo-ephedrine. when you see me will you say i've changed?" WRITER IN THE DARK LORDE
"memories flood from every night i spent with you all my life." SUNFLOWER MICHELE LEIGH
"you wonder how i'm doing, well here's a clue: i wish i never met you." I WISH I NEVER MET YOU BABYGIRL
"i regret you all the time ... i can't let this go, i fight you in my sleep, the wound won't close, i keep on waiting for a sign." WOULD'VE, COULD'VE, SHOULD'VE TAYLOR SWIFT
"but when she left, gone was the glow of blue velvet." BLUE VELVET LANA DEL REY
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DARK PARADISE
it's conflicting, really—this feeling she's had for a while, now: her whole life, she's managed to convince herself that they didn't need each other... convinced herself that seeing him will only bring about the painful, wicked twists of their past.
but when he shows up, unexpected, a seed of doubt stems into the idea that maybe — just maybe, she missed him a little, too.
but of course, she can never touch him. she can never let him reminisce those memories. she can never have him remember what she's done to him.
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NOTE
YES. FINALLY. I'VE DONE IT.
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