Pyaar Ya Zidd

Part 46

"To kaisi baat hai bata na, kya ye jhuth hai ki tu do mahine tak humare sath natak kar rahi thi ye pata hone ke baad bhi ki humari kya halat ho rahi hai"

"Dad muj pata hai jo maine kiya wo galat tha par main aap ko aur mom ko batane wali thi par Sidharth ne mana kiya kaha apko aur mom ko takleef hogi bas isliye, aur main chahti thi ki Sidharth mere se nafrat kare aur apne pyar ke pass wapis jaye"

"To main bhi ab wahi kar raha hun tum usse alag raho to better hai"

"Dad please aise mat boliye mushkil se main aghe badna chahti hun aur aap sabke sath khush rahena chahti hun, aur agar aap he aise karoge to main iss baar kahin mar na jaun"

"Tu aur maregi, nai tu hum sabko marne ke baad bhi nai maregi"

"Dad please"

"Shehnaaz jao yahan se mujse baat karne ki koi jarurat nai hai waise bhi meri baten to sunti hai nai to ab kya karegi"

"Dad apko bhi pata hain main apki baten manti hun to aap aise kun bol rahe ho"

"Shehnaaz leave"

"Dad please"

"Shehnaaz jaooo, muj akela rahena hai" he shouted this time

"Fine jaa rahi hun par aap aise chilao mat waise bhi BP ka problem hai apko"

She left for some alone place so that they don't see her and she could stop herself from getting panic seeing all this. Because she gets panic with when lots of emotions hit her mind at same time. Sidharth saw her but thought to let her alone for some time and he went to her father who was breathing heavily.

"Dad, dad kya hua apko" he immediately called the doctor.

Doctor came and checked him. At the same time Shehnaaz got the call informing about her father, hearing the news first she went back as she has not gone too far. As she reached doctor was checking him and Sidharth and his mother who were there only. She went near him and sat beside him. Doctor completed the check up and prescribed some medication and said there is no need of worry.

Doctor left and his mother after saying that take care of him left.

"Main medicines leke ata hun"

Here she was with her father. He came out to find his mother waiting for him in living area.

"Mom aap jake aram karo"

"Unn dono ko akela shod aur apne kam pe ja"

"Mom"

"No words"

"Mom but he is my dad, aur main unko aise nai shod sakta"

"Sidharth ab tu mere sath bahes bhi karne laga hai"

"Sorry"

He left from there to buy medicines and after giving he left. Her father after sometime came to his senses. He was trying to wake up but she stopped him.

"Dad mat utho"

He didn't reply but lay there only. There was silence for some time, which she broke.

"Dad aap pata bahut bure ho, muj bolte ho health ko dekh par khud laparwahi karte ho, mere liye to socho apke bina kaise rahungi"

He was quiet.

"Bolo na dad ab aap kun chup ho, mujse gussa ho to marte muj ya hamesha ki tarah damki dete main old age home ja raha hun par aise kun kiya. Pata apko kuch ho jayga na to main bhi nai jee paungi aur apke sath chali jaungi"

"To meri pahle wali beti muj wapis kar jo kabi jhuth nai bolti thi nahi kisi ko aise takleef deti thi"

"Dad muj pata hai jo maine kiya wo sahi nai tha par aap he batao main kya karti jab pata chala Sidharth mujse nai kisi aur se pyar karta hai aur mom bhi usse pasand karti hai"

"To isliye tune muj takleef dena bhi sahi samja"

"Apko main batana chahti thi sab par fir socha nai batana theek rahega isse Sidharth mujse aur jyada nafrat karega"

"Ye koi reason nai hota aur tum kabse situations se bhagne lagi ho"

"Dad main thak chuki hun, muj bhi meri life enjoy karni hai par zidd pe nai pyaar se"

"To tuje hamesha se to kaheta aya hun ki apne ye adaten badal tuj he takleef dengi"

"Nai hota dad mere se nai hota"

"Par bache jab tune unn sabhi logon ko sabak sikha diya hai to ab tak wahi sab sochne ka kya fayda ye batao"

"Nai hai koi fayda par mere mann se nai jaa raha na dad wo sab"

He went silent again.

"Dad please"

"No Shehnaaz iss baar tune bahut galat kiya hai, Sidharth ki maa tuj apni beti se bhi jyada pyaar karti hai jab unhone bataya na tab unke ankhon main jo takleef dekhi wo sahi nai tha"

"Then punish me"

"Sidharth ki mom ko mana, kunki sabse jyada hurt tune unko kiya hai"

"Par aap mere sath baat karna band nai karoge"

"Hmm"

"Aur aise laparwahi fir nai karoge promise karo"

"Main tere jaisa gadha nai hun"

"Dad"

"Kya"

"Kuch nai"

"Dad, mom bahut jyada hurt hain"

"Haan"

"Ek baat batao unka shadi ke liye na bolna theek tha par apne kun na bola"

"Kunki muj bhi teri ye harkat achi nai lagi aur isliye he main bhi nai chahta tha sidharth"

"Dad main buri hun kya"

"Haan hai tu buri bahut buri aur issi liye tu jinse pyaar karti hai unko he takleef deti hai"

She tills the time was crying silently, and hugged her dad dearly.

"Sorry dad, meri wajh se apko embarrass hona pada na"

After these few hours passed, and she was sitting beside her dad who fell asleep. She after some time went out to find his mom sitting there.

"Mom apne dinner kiya"

She didn't reply. She then asked maid to bring the dinner.

"Mom gussa muj pe hai na apko to khane pe kun nikal rahe ho"