Love made me crazy.

The beginning

I've always been in a relationship since i was around 13. Not that I was a hoe or something but because i didn't like to be alone. i had friends but always having a boyfriend made me feel less alone. since i could remember rafe has been one of my closest friends. Me and him used to be around eachother all the time. We practically grew up together; our dads were good friends and my mom was sarah and rafes mom's best friend till she passed away. Anyway, rafe and me still hang out occasionally but he is still and will probably will always be protective of me. any guy that even looks at me, rafe has a problem with him. i never really understood why he was like this. rafe and i have had flings and shit but we never dated. we fucked when drunk, and had the best make outs but it was best to stay friends.

(that was the background)

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Today I'm going to toppers pull with sarah, rafe, and kelce. I put on the hottest bikini i had to tease rafe bc he never liked when i wore things that showed ass or tits in front of anyone but him alone.

When i get there rafe yells "damn babe you look sexy as hell, wanna go upstairs?" "yk ask me when i'm drunk and i'll say yes but for right now fuck off" i said while putting up my middle finger. Damn he always found ways to make me blush. Right now I was dating this guy named tyler but ofc rafe knew.

I go out to topper and chat with him for a little and apparently topper invited tyler so this should be fun. my plan is to just get wasted.

After 7 shots in, rafe came to me asking if i wanted to make out me being drunk and stupid said yes.
"god, i've been wanting to do this since the last time" rafe said in between us making out.
god this was so nice. the way our lips craved eachother. together our lips felt like two puzzle pieces being put together. It felt like we were meant to be. I needed his touch, i need him. I can't really remember much of this.
Until tyler says "wtf u slut"
oh no rafe is gonna fight him. i just can feel it. rafe is so protective. that's until tyler goes down like a light switch. rafe just kept punching.
"rafe stop ur gonna kill him" i scream, trying to get rafe get off of him.
he doesn't listen of course it's the usual rafe, once he has his mind set to something their is so going back.
"Don't ever call what's mine a slut" rafe screamed to him while slowly getting off of him.
I don't know whether he was dead or passed out but rafe grabbed my hand and pulled me into toppers bedroom.
"rafe what the hell was that?"
"he deserved it"

at this point i just needed a break from him. he was still angry and who knows what he's capable of. he needed to be alone. As i opened the door he tried to grab my hand but i ran out of the room. as bad as i felt i knew he needed time alone.
"y/n wait!" rafe yelled
"what? u gonna punch me if i leave?"
"what the hell? I would never lay a hand on you" he was getting mad.
I just needed some fresh air.
I walked away and went out to the pool.
Standing there was kelce and topper while Sarah was in the pool.
I dived in, trying to forget abt what happened.

But weirdly i wanted to see rafe. i wanted him to have his hands on me. I felt safe in his arms. I couldn't get my mind off of him.

I got out of the pool grabbing a towel and looking for him. I needed to see if he was ok.

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Authors note: idk if this shit is good or not but if it is i'll write more. lmk what u guys want in this. if y'all like it i'll try to write everyday bitches