Time passed, we got more comfortable, we had arguments and renewals
I was comfortable enough to video call him
Again, I got out of my comfort zone for him
He took me with him when he went fishing, we could talk about anything
His sister was studying art and was really good at drawing so I tried to impress him
I sucked at drawing at that time and the maximum I could do was search a drawing of cupcakes with cute faces which were a trend at that time
To my surprise I did quiet well and I sent him a photo of my art, his reaction was normal, obviously, I didn't just draw a Mona Lisa after all
I remember that day he sent me a poem which he and his friend wrote for me
His friend was the one who mainly wrote it but I liked to think that Ryan himself wrote it for me
I don't remember it word to word but I remember the ending:
"I want to be only with you"
Again I froze, I didn't know what to say "aww this is so cute" was yet again my reply
No one ever wrote a poem for me, I didn't know how to react or say something beside "aww cute"
I found this cute and cringy at the same time
The words of the poem kept replaying in my mind "I want to be only with you"
If only I knew that these words would haunt me forever
If only I knew...
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If only I knew...
RomanceI was feeling like writing about what I experienced with a boy for long years, so here I'm pouring my heart out I really hope this helps me to heal from it and if you're also hurt by someone I hope you heal soon too The text is very raw because I d...
