We played various games like "guess my favourite" and "would I either" and by the end of which if one of us guessed the answer would get a pot which was a wish and the other person had to do whatever the person asked
I was leading, but he still had some wishes with him
He said that when visit him he will wish me to kiss him
As I said I was a very innocent and pure and well protected from "these things" at that time so obviously I refused
But ofcourse he taunted me
Arguments started to creep in, we started to argue on the smallest occasions but we still talked everyday
His replies started to get late everyday and this was the reason for our arguments, I was used to instants replies but now I waited hours
Our conversations started to get dryer
I think it was 2019 then and it was his farewell party that day
His school had organised a pool party as farewell for them, I remember him sending me a video where he and his classmates holding hands were jumping into the pool
My eyes searched for him and I saw that he was holding a girl's hand
Now before you think I am that type let me say that I am not
My further reaction was because I thought that's how you are supposed to react if I had a chance I would definitely not let myself react that way
As embarrassing as it sounds I started an argument and I didn't tell him the reason I was angry
If only I knew what my reaction would have had caused...
If only I knew...
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If only I knew...
RomantikI was feeling like writing about what I experienced with a boy for long years, so here I'm pouring my heart out I really hope this helps me to heal from it and if you're also hurt by someone I hope you heal soon too The text is very raw because I d...
