We didn't talk for days
I didn't want to apologise and he didn't want to come forward,
I'm not sure how but we went back to talking
But it was never the same as it was...
We lost our spark, our ability to talk about anything, we lost eachother...
Our conversations became dry, short and rarely everyday, I didn't feel the need to apologise because that's what I thought was right, that's what I thought was the way I should react
My reaction started a new journey, the journey of having no idea what was going to happen next and a broken heart
We would never be the same again, we were meant to be that way from now on
We were now both struggling to find words to say
Our video calls had practically stopped and mixed feelings had started to come forward
If only I knew what we will have to go through...
If only I knew...
YOU ARE READING
If only I knew...
RomansI was feeling like writing about what I experienced with a boy for long years, so here I'm pouring my heart out I really hope this helps me to heal from it and if you're also hurt by someone I hope you heal soon too The text is very raw because I d...
