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yoongi× all members part 2

Pain. Pain was something that yoongi was definitely used to by now however now it was different, now it was physical pain that was worse than cutting by far, this pain was all over his body.

Slowly opening his eyes he couldn't help but squiz them back shut. The sun was too bright and with the windows and blinds open it only made his already banging headache worse.

"Mr min? Can you hear me?" The doctor asked as he approached the bed seeing how the other tried to open his eyes. However yoongi only groaned. His head was spinning and the doctors voice echoed making him slightly more confused.

"Mr min?" The doctor repeated himself as yoongi finally opened his eyes looking over at the doctor with a slight glare. He definitely wanted to be left alone, for the first time in years now he definitely didn't want to see anyone.

"Okay good you are awake. We have some good news, the speed of the vehicle that hit you was only 30mph so the injuries that you got were definitely not as major as they could have been. You fractured your shoulder and have a slight concussion more so you damaged your hands which in long term will make them shake in stressful situations. There is connection between shoulder injury and your hands to put it simply"  the doctor started to explain as he closed the curtains so that yoongi could look at him without any problems.

"The nurse will come to check your recovery and give you your antibiotics in an hour, we already spoke with your management company and they are all notified about your state. Visitors are allowed but for no more than an hour as it's already getting late"  saying that the doctor bowed at yoongi before finally leaving him alone.

'I should have died' yoongi thought to himself as he looked at the ceiling before his thoughts were interrupted by the BTS members walking in.
As yoongi slowly moved his head to look at them he didn't say anything.

"Hyung are you okay? How are you feeling? What did the doctors say?"  Jungkook began asking questions as the others looked worriedly at him.
No matter how much yoongi wanted to try to put a fake smile back on he just couldn't, he didn't have energy to even lift his finger let alone put an act just so that the others wouldn't suspect anything and wouldn't get hurt. After all protecting their feelings was something that yoongi always tried to do even if it causes him pain.

"It's nothing serious" yoongi replied as he looked back straight not wanting to meet anyone's eyes. He didn't want to see the pity in their eyes, after so much time is that really the only reason why they will even all come to him? If it wasn't for the accident will they even care what he was up to? Yoongi definitely felt mad and dissappinted, both emotions were now boiling up inside of him

"It can't be not serious, come on tell us, we are here for you" Jin said as he held yoongis hand in his.

As yoongi looked down at their hands he once again didn't show emotions and instead pushed Jins hand away. Even few hours ago he would have done anything to hold one of the members hands and just chat to them but now he wanted to be left alone. The others were surprised by yoongis action and Jin visibly looked hurt but the younger didn't care anymore, he was too tired to care.

"Can you all just leave?" He mumbled trying to contain himself and not shout with anger as it was definitely building up at that point. It was his last chance to get rid of the members without hurting them because he knew if they were to stay he would definitely not be able to stay quite  even if he knew that he would regret it, he could feel the rage slowly threatening to come out.

"Hyung please" now it was namjoons turn to speak. He hoped that maybe yoongi was on some medication that made him cranky but seeing the others glare on him he wasn't really sure how to react.

"LEAVE ME ALONE"  now yoongi was shouting making the maknae line flinch as they had never heard their hyung raise his voice let alone shout.
"Why are you all here? Why do you even pretend to care? Go back to do your own things and just stop bothering me" yoongi continued as he tried not to cry, his head was spinning even more with all of the emotions trying to brake free.

"You care for me?" He added sarcastically as he looked at Jin and then at the rest of the members. "Since when? If it wasn't for the accident that you probably saw on the news you wouldn't even be here right now. Go on, go have your fun little dates, enjoy your time but just leave me alone. I can't do this anymore. I can't pretend to smile just for your guy's sake. Now please leave me alone" as yoongi finished talking he could feel the wet trail on his cheeks going down. The others looked at yoongi with pure shock but he didn't care.

"Hyu.... hyung" hoseok started off but he didn't know what to say, taking a step forward he flinched when yoongi suddenly threw a pillow in their direction. All the hurt and pain that he felt started to come out and he could no longer hold it in.
"Get out get out get out" he continued to shout until the doctors ran in taking the others out of the room and leaving yoongi alone.

"Fuck fuck fuck" yoongi cursed as his hands were now on his head shaking. Gripping onto his hair he was trying to make the headache go away with tears still going down his cheeks and his ears ringing.

Ten minutes later in the hallway

All of the members just sat in silence. Even though the doctor explained that yoongi was still under stress from what had happened and needed time to get back to normal others knew that it wasn't just that. Every one and each one of them just sat there thinking about what just happened. No words were exchanged but one thing they had in common was guilt. They all felt it. Thinking back they all knew that yoongi was right. If it wasn't for the news they would probably assume he was in his studio doing some work as always as most of them never checked up on yoongi thinking someone else would do it. And now here they were, sitting outside the room and not inside because how much the other didn't want to see them, they couldn't blame him either.

"We fucked up" Namjoon spoke up after few more minutes had past. All of the members looked up at him only nodding.
"I ....I never seen him so....so heartbroken?"  Jin said unsure as he bit down on his lip.
"We did this, sure he is closed off but we completely forgot about him and its on us, no one made effort"  he added as he couldn't help but tense up as well thinking about it.

"And to think that he was always there for me when me and kook~ah fought" taehyung said as Jungkook just nodded in agreement.
"And for me when me and jimin had argument's" hoseok agreed as jimin patted the others back.

"Come on guys, we can't just sit here, we need to apologize and talk to him. We can't just let him close off completely, we need to make it right while we still have time" Namjoon said with confidence as he looked at the others. As they all stood up in at once  they were about to walk back into the room where yoongi was resting but weren't allowed in as the visiting hours were over and all they could do was watch yoongi through the glass door seeing him peacefully asleep after the medication that was given to him.
"Come on guys, we should be back here early tomorrow, we need to make it right, let's go home and rest and we will be back as soon as we will wake up" Jin suggested looking at the others.

"But what if yoongi hyung will shout again, he even cried. I never seen him cry before"  Jungkook said quietly as he was unsure if their plan would even work.

"We have to try, we don't want him to hate us. We have to apologize" Namjoon reassured as they all soon left to go back to the dorm so that they could rest and come back early in the morning however no matter how tried they were most of them couldn't even sleep for half of the night as all they could think about was yoongi and how hurt and broken he looked, now they saw a side of yoongi that they never could even imagine. Their strong hyung who was always there cracking jokes and helping them out was now laying in the hospital bed broken and they couldn't even see him or be there for him.