My regret [M! Yandere x Reader]

Chapter 1: Less than Normal

Authors Note; Hello! I'm happy that you chose my story to read! I have no idea where it will go but that's the fun of it! I hope you will accompany me on this journey! I'll let you read the story now. -Minty

3rd POV

       As the third year of school begins (y/n) finds herself as nervous as ever. Her high school days were soon coming to a close the next year.  That wasn't enough time, not even to get the courage to speak to her love. She always had eyes for him, he wasn't popular nor a nobody in this school. He was in the middle, Sean was a junior same grade as (y/n).

       (Y/n) had many opportunities to talk to Sean, they sat together during freshman year in a class. "I always felt my heart flutter in that class. I couldn't handle it! Our shoulders touch from time to time, and I could feel my face getting hot every time! Vincent my dearest crush one of these days I'll finally talk to you and hopefully, we can get together!" She would write in the diary they carried everywhere.

                   Although it started as a simple crush it just got more...obsessive. Her friends noticed this, yet they brushed it off they didn't seem to care anyway. As y/n fell deeper and deeper into an obsession it was getting more difficult not to act on impulses. Whenever Sean touched an object she'll immediately wants to keep it as a treasure. Y/n knew something was not alright, did she care? No, it made her feel alive. The rush she would get when hearing his voice made her crave it more.

           After 2 years of her developing obsession, she learned to live with it. Enough of that though, it was her first day! Excitement ran through her skin, she didn't get out of the house much so she was able to finally see her friends again! And most importantly, Sean! Her beloved crush since freshman year! Walking through the halls that were so familiar, thinking about the happiest time she'll spend the school year she suddenly stopped.

         It was a scene she had never wanted to witness, she felt her heart sink. It made her brain stop working, (honestly me too) There it was, Sean and what it seemed like to be his girlfriend. Putting two and two together they probably got together during the summer.

          "Well.." Y/n cracked her fingers indicating she was nervous, "Bro move it-" A male said behind her bumping into her to get to class. She had finally snapped out of her daze and continued walking. Stepping into class, she was greeted by the teacher she had no energy to talk so she just waved. "(Y/N)!" She had flinched a bit, looking towards the direction where they called her. One of her friends! It boosted her mood, of course, and she quickly made her way to them.

           "Hey! How was your summer (Y/N?)" Elizabeth grinned, "Ohhhh you knowwww boring as always. My parents did take me to the beach though, so that was fun!" She smiled while sitting next to her friend, "What about you Eliza?" "Oh! Well, my parents and I went to go visit the UK! It was exciting, to say the least, and..." (Y/N) didn't pay much attention to her visit she just nodded to make it seem like she was.

               It felt like her world crumbled, what now? She thought it wasn't like she could turn back the time so it wouldn't happen. The bell rang, it took out of her train of thought. She sighed and looked at the teacher taking roll. He had called everyone's name and one stuck with her in particular. "Alison [insert a last name]?"
"Here." The person had raised her hand, the female had auburn colored hair. Chestnut eyes glimmered in the light, and her complexion was fair. She was pretty to make it short, (y/n) saw that it was the girl Sean is with.

    What a coincidence she had thought, this had now become her least favorite class at the moment. She pretty much was glaring too much at Alison it made it noticeable after 10 minutes after class had started. "Yo...(Y/N)? Are you okay? You have  been staring at that girl's head for a while.." Finally and thankfully, she snapped out of her daze, "Crap! Sorry! I just zoned out!" She laughed nervously,

          AfterSchool, (Y/N) had arrived home. Clearly having a stressful day, the classes seemed pretty chill she thought besides the first period. She groaned while throwing her backpack to the couch, the unnecessary weight finally off her. "Today was so shittttyy." She whined, walking toward her room. (Y/N) felt heavy while she sat on her desk chair. Carefully she grabbed her diary she has kept for about a month now. She had run out of space in her other diaries. Grabbing a pen, she began to write on a clean blank page.  'Dear Diary, HE NEEDS ME. HE NEEDS ME. HE NEEDS ME!!! HE WILL ONLY LOVE ME. AND ONLY ME WHY DOESN'T HE GET IT? WE ARE MEANT TO BE..WHAT DOESN'T HE SEE? ALISON WILL NEVER BE GOOD ENOUGH LIKE I AM. YOU'LL ONLY LOVE ME MY DARLING. SHE CAN NOT GET IN THE WAY BETWEEN US, WE HAVEN'T SPOKEN BUT WE WILL SOON. YOU DONT HAVE A CHOICE.' (Y/N) took a deep breath, 'Singing out for today.' And stopped writing, taking a second to see what she had written. She had been so aggressive that she almost broke the pen. "...Well now I know I'm far from okay." Closing the notebook, "Alison and Sean, I would never handle them being together. There's something I need to do, but what? It's not like I could even spread rumors..." She sighed, "I'll figure out sooner or later. I first need to take all of this in." 

Another author's note: And that's the first chapter! I hope whoever is ending this enjoys it! I try updating weekly, that's all for now bye! -minty