kitten

my decision

A/n

hey yallllllllll so i know i've been gone for like a lifetime but i had a valid reason i promise. i had ended up falling into a very deep depression and i had to go to a mental hospital and get put on medication and while i was in the hospital i fell in love and got hurt very deeply then fell into my depression again. so ive been going through a lot these past few months and no im not completely better but im getting there so please bear with me and enjoy the story

when i woke up i felt a sense of relief. i felt more positive about this situation and i felt that maybe i could do something for this kid. i could save it or maybe show it that i care from a distance. because again i have a life outside of here and i know it might not be much but its something and i cant just drop it to be with someone who i barely even know

i sit up and take a deep breath remembering what happened last night and having guilt wash over me. how could i do that to shota not only did i sleep with another man but that other man will be taking care of my child.and i have to lie about both of them to shota.........i really am a disgusting human being

i heard a knock on the door and it made me jump. i got out of the bed and walked to the door to see dabi leaning on the wall in front of me a lizard dude standing on the right of me and the school girl on my left

" goodmorning nala i hope your prepared to put your life in our hands today" dabi says coldly as he pushes off the wall and begins to walk down the hall

the lizard and school girl grab me by the arms and walk me down the hall making sure i wont try to fight back or run away

we all walk down the opposite way from where i walked last night and when we got to the end of the hall we entered a room which looked like a office on the desk was a basket. in that basket..........was a newborn baby one of her eyes was violet and the other was red with a small purple sliver in it

i inhaled a sharp breath and looked over to dab who was looking at the baby with a nonchalant facial expression

'she's........shes beautiful'

the door behind us opened and the pale white haired man walked infront of us and sta behind the desk and just stared me directly in the eye

it was an intense stare. he had such damaged looking eyes filled with pain, rage and envy

it hurt looking him in the eye.

" well you are most certainly a sight i see why my lacky has taken such a liking to you" the man says

the baby squirms in the basket making it move closer to the edge causing me to jump and try to pull away to scooch the basket back to the middle of the desk but the moment i tried to pull away i felt knife poke my back

" you do that again i will drain you dry"the school girls threatens digging the knife a little deeper into my skin causing me to wince the tiniest bit

" whats the matter nala does seeing this baby almost fall make you anxious.....is that because you know it's your baby and you care about it. or is it because your a good person." the man says with a fake pouty voice

" i wonder what would happen if i were to do this" he says moving the basket closer to the edge of the desk

i inhale a sharp breath as fear starts to rise inside of me