Not his first love ( Bautista Clan no. 2) ON - GOING

Prologue

This book is a work of fiction , the names , places , events and characters , and also incidents are all product of the author's imagination . Any resemblance to actual person's , living or dead is purely coincidence.

Do not plagiarize my story !!

Note: This is my first time writing a story. My apologies for some of the wrong grammar .

He could not love someone like me

But he was happy to use someone like me

He taught me that not everyone has a good intention

Just because they show you attention

"Siya pa rin ?'' i asked.

''Tell me siya pa rin ba ! '' I couldn't help myself but to shout at him.

Ang sakit lang dahil umasa pa rin ako .. umasa ako na mahalin niya din ako .

''For pete's sake reid tell me siya pa rin ba ! answer me !'' . I yelled as tears were rolling down in my face

''Tama ka .. i still loved her " he said.

The way he said it in front of me make my heart shattered into pieces.

Pagod na akong magpanggap na okay lang ako .

Bakit naman kasi ang hirap mong mahalin?Kulang pa ba ? Binigay ko na lahat eh pero siya pa rin. 

I did everything just for you to love me kahit magmukha akong pathetic sa mata ng iba.

Ang sakit..seeing him much happier with her pero pagdating sa akin friends lang.

Bakit hindi mo matanggap Reid na iba na ang mahal niya?

Nasa tabi mo ko kapag tinatapon ka lang niya...she cheated on you pero mahal mo pa rin?

Samantalang ako na nandito handang mahalin ka ...hindi mo matanggap?

Last chance , yan ang lagi kong sinasabi, pero wala na...pagod na ako.

Pagod na akong masaktan...

Pagod na akong habulin ka..

Pagod na akong umasa.

"Kasal na siya reid .. hindi ka niya mahal mahirap ba tanggapin yun!'' I said as i continue crying

I looked at him and saw him crying infront of me .

"Ang hirap aloisa ... kahit anong gawin ko hindi pa rin ako mahal ng taong mahal ko." he said while wiping his tears .

''Paano ako ?'' I asked him.

"Paano naman akong nagmamahal sa'yo?." I said .

"Aloisa please ." He said .

"No reid.. pagod na akong magpakatanga . Alam mo , I should've accept the offer that fern gave me. " I said.

"Then why didn't you accept it?."he said habang ang boses niya ay nanghihina dahil sa pagiyak .

"Because .. I loved you." I said.

Araw-araw Reid minahal kita..pero parang diko na kayang masaktan pa.

Fern give me an offer about helping me to build my own business.

I wanted to but I don't want to leave him.

If only I knew na si Viviane pa rin ang mahal niya .

Pero wala eh mas pinili kong magpakatanga . Mom was right , I shouldn't believe and puts trust on someone just because I love them .

Pinilit kong pigilan ang sarili ko na mahalin siya.

Bakit ganun ? Kahit anong gawin ko siya pa rin ...si Viviane pa rin .

Lahat na nasa kanya .

I wish I could be pretty like her , baka sa ganon mapansin din ako ng iba .

Am I not pretty kaya di niya ako Mahal ?

Kulang pa ba lahat ng pagmamahal na binigay ko sa kanya ?

Am I not worth it to be loved by someone ?

All of those questions are in my head .

Gusto kong magalit pero hindi ko kaya.

I opened my pursed .. i gave him my resignation letter.

He looked at me.

"I see.." he said .

He gets his pen and signed it .

" Hope you find who you truly loves '' he whispered.

"You too." I said and left his office .

As I was walking I can't help myself but to cry .

It hurts.

It hurts me so much .

That I just want to fade.

What can i say I'm not his first love after all ...so bakit ako mageexpect na mamahalin niya din ako katulad ng pagmamahal na binigay niya kay Viviane.

Kahit masakit tatanggapin ko ...kasi alam kong hindi mo ako pipiliin.