You saved my life (part 5)

You saved my life (part 19)

Tori's POV
Dear Boys, (I mean one direction and 5sos if you didn't know)
I'm sorry. I'm so freaking sorry. I ruined your lives. I'm not okay anymore. I'm dying. My cancer is spreading more and more each day. I love you guys so much. If you need me just call me. I'm not sure where I'm going yet but I will be okay. I'm just so sad and I need to get away from everything. I love you guys please stay strong for me. I'm trying so hard boys. I'm trying. I guess this is goodbye. I don't think it's worth coming to look for me but I know you guys will anyway. Take care. So.... Bye.
All the love
Tori xx
(p.s Louis please don't freak out to much. I know how you get when things like this happen. Boys please take care of him and make sure he Doesn't pass out or something.)
I am sitting there crying so hard writing this letter. It's 2 am and I get let out of the hospital tomorrow so sometime I will leave this letter at the house and get out of there without them noticing me. This hurts more than anything. I'm going to miss them so much.
*next morning*
The boys came to pick me up and I haven't talked to any of them yet. I'm so sad you could probably tell. I didn't sleep at all last night. My heart is pounding so hard now. Louis told me they have to go to an interview and Ashton told me they are going to a meet and great so this will be the time I... I.. Leave.
"Alright love we are all going out now. We will be back soon. Love you Tori!" Louis says to me hugging me tight
"I love you guys so much!" I yell running over and hugging them all
"You okay Tori??" Michael asks me
"Yup. Everything's fine!" I tell them
They all wave goodbye and as soon as I hear then drive away I run upstairs and get my bag I packed and stick the note to the front of the door. I take one last good look at the house before closing the door and running down the sidewalk. I'm not sure where I'm going yet but I'll figure it out.