silly little stories

There are no words for this.

Another day had come. Another day full of silence.

No one who spoke. No one who said a word.

Not because they didn't want to, but because they had to.

Silence, everyday, again and again and again, until your body becomes silent.

The only thing you hear are loved ones trying to tell each other how much they love each other, in the shortest sentences possible. Although you don't hear that very often either, because those moments are so rare no one really wants to share them.

I am also that kind of person, someone who, with so little words, has to be able to explain how much they love someone. With so little words trying to say so much. It does however make sure we adore those moments. That we crave it. That every time we see each other, every time we say something, starts to feel like a dream. Every word so full of love. Every word so tender and passionate. Behind every word so much meaning, because you only have so little of them. Every word to the person you love the most, because with so little words you have to start choosing.

But what if that person leaves you. All those moments, all those words, all just to be left alone. All those emotions you're feeling, but you can't express them in words. What do you do then? What do you do at that moment? I could only imagine. Too many emotions, too few ways to express them. No one who can hear your full story. No one who can comfort you, no one who knows how you feel. Not being able to express your feelings at the moment you need it the most. What do you do if you can't trust your words? What if that way of communicating isn't there? What do you do then?

You find a different way. That would be the most logical answer, but the question is how? How do you find a way to express all those emotions? How do you get people to understand them? How can you make other people understand them the way you mean it? No one has answers to those questions. At least no one who lives here, in this place. The place where everyone has something to say, but no one can. The place where it's always so quiet, the place where everyone has limited words.