my love grew yours out

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Why is he so dreamlike.
Literally, every single detail on this man makes me want to cry, from the long, sway like neck connected with that feminine headshape and the small ribcage. Its just everything.

As the sun is slowly going up in the morning, its glow becomes more and more dazzling, his face was just as shining in the classroom, from that ¾ angle i always see him in. For 4 years, the most common, yet the most perfect angle i can melt in his young beauty.
Which is mostly just a creepy stare.
Anyways.

We have both changed pretty much as years were slowly going. I became taller, just like him, but hes still about a head shorter than me, even though he is the older one. I changed both in the soul and the looks, might be because i'm closetedly a guy, but nobody needs to know about that yet. I'm too lazy to deal with the drama it would cause.

He became less outgoing, got glasses and braces, but i don't mind that, he just became even prettier with them. I guess we both found our actual friend groups by now. He seems much happier next to them, and im also way more confident next to the friends i have right now. Friend groups are quite confusing though. You never know who are the members in it, or who you should talk with at the moment, who you can trust and who you can just stand. I guess this whole class is just a big friend group. It's definitely better than the one before. I reckon he also became more mature, and definitely more..gentle.

I can't really explain Erik.
He isn't that much of a handsome guy, yet there is just something in his acts, that make him look like a gentleman in my eyes.
He never really was anything special except about how fast and how thin he is, but i'd say nobody really peeled all of the layers of his personality.

And that's why my goal is to be the first one who does so.