Sunset is the way for the Sun to sleep (BL)

Sunset is the way for the Sun to sleep

-Read for your own good-

I've been dating this man for 4 months. We became friends when he saw my beautiful friend named Cristine. He told me that he has a crush on her and asked me to help him. I am too fond to help him cause I probably like him but I am still denying it from my heart. I helped him and apparently the moment I knew that Cristine also liked him, I started to distance myself just as a show of respect. I started to ignore his messages and his calls then I found myself crying and longing for him but I forced myself cause I don't wanna ruin their soon-to-be relationship.On December 2, 2021, he went to my house and as respect, I talked to him, here's the conversation

Him: "Kumusta kana?"

Me: Ok lang, 'kaw ba?

Him: Miss na kita, tagal mo akong ini-ignore eh, iniiwasan mo ba ako?

Me: Ano namang reason ko para iwasan ka?

Him: I just knew na iniiwasan mo ako?

Me: Fine, iniiwasan kita kasi gusto mo si Cristine, and as a show of respect umiwas ako, kayo na ba?

Him: Hindi, at kung ang pagsagot niya sakin ang magiging dahilan para iwasan mo ako, mas gugustuhin ko nalang na hindi niya ako sagutin, cause I'd rather lose her than lose you.

The moment he said that, is also the moment I saw myself falling on a high mountain without any support and knowledge kung saan at ano ang babagsakan at patutunguhan ko. Nag patuloy ang aming pagkakaibigan pagkatapos ng tagpung iyon.Nag simula ulit kaming mag usap pero this time I knew at tanggap ko na namahal ko talaga siya.

On December 24, 2021 desperas ng pasko at sobrang excited ko dahil alam ko na mag kikita kaming muli, bilang pagtupad sa pangakong "gusto ko kasama kita sa pagsalubong sa kaarawan ni Jesus"7 Pm palang nung araw na iyon, handa na ako. Sa pag patak ng alas-otsyo narinig ko na ang busina ng kanyang sasakyan hudyat na si James ay nariyan na.

"Oh, good evening James" Bati ni mama sa kanya.

"Good evening po tita" Sagot naman nito.

"Ipag papa-alam ko lang po sana si Lance" paalam nito kay mama."San kayo pupunta?" mukhang hindi ako papayagan ni mama

"Sa lake shore lang po tita" sagot naman nito

Ang lake shore ay isang destinasyon sa Pampanga na merong isang man made lake sa gitna.

"Lanceeee!" Sigaw ni mama

"Why?" Sagot ko naman

"Aalis daw kayo ni James, bilisan mo diyan"

"Ito na po"

Bumaba na ako at bumati kay James, bumati naman ito pabalik.