wet hair and seasonal crushes

Prendre son mal en patience

We had moved me back to our dorm, the guys are refusing that i get up. I only get up if i have to go to the bathroom and wash myself. The elves bring up food here so i don't have to go down the stairs.

I have only seen Gryffindor lads and Mme. Pomfrey and i can't take this shit no more. 

Sirius has been kind of weird about the 'friendly' regulus affair. We don't talk about it. It's better that way. 

Days are long and longer and i can't do anything else then read and/or just look at the dorm and analyzing everything. I noticed that Peter's smelly socks have been laying on the ground for two days straight, they haven't moved an inch, it's like everybody avoids it like the pest, which it probably is.

Remus and James are the ones that are most around me and talking to me, updating me. It's only been a week but if feels like ages, my legs feel numb and i keep taking naps while my wounds heal.

I toss and turn and i hear a knock on the dorm door ; "It's fine i'm not naked or anything, come in" 

A few rumbles and tumbles and i hear the person coming in; "Oh and here i was hoping i'd see your glorious legs." It's Remus, i can't see him though, he chuckles. I crawl over and pull the curtains open. 

"He lives!" 

"I will close the curtains now." 

"No, no, no you're not gonna want to do that" What does that even mean.

"What does that even mean?"

Remus clears his throat and straightens his clothes. "Gentles and Ladymen, after a long week of boring stuff from Alexis i have come to put some exciting events in your life of bedrest. So gentlemen here i introduce a controversial man." What the fuck is he on about.

He moves out the way of the door ; "Regulus Black" Regulus sheepishly comes round the door wiping his face from the awkwardness. I am embarrassed too now.

"Okay you can leave now Remus i'm embarrassed by your very loud presence" Remus bows, smirks and practically skips out the room, and before he was completely out the door he turns back and "I won't let anyone in, i'll tell them you're not feeling well and don't want anyone in" He winks and promptly shuts the door.

"So sorry about him, he gets excited"

"It's okay"

We're tense, staring at each other, him planted in the middle of the room and me on my bed, i get warm, if this goes on for longer i'm gonna start sweating profusely.

I don't know how it happened but i stood up and started walking towards him, he likewise started moving towards me and we met halfway. He engulfs me in a hug, he puts his arms around my neck and i carefully draped mine around his lower back. He shoved his head into the crook of my neck. 

"I got your letter" 

I did send him a letter, that is true, completely forgot about that. It was basically about how i really enjoyed the book and that i felt lonely (very enticing). About how my whole body hurts. About that : my body doesn't hurt that much anymore, only some very specific parts. 

"mhm" 

We let go of each other and i sit on my bed and he sits on the bed across from me. 

"Je prend mon mal en patience, i'm moping day after day, can't get you out my head, i really miss you..." i cut him off

He recites my own letter to me. The balls this man has.

"Oh shove off dickhead"

"No it's fine - cute" he trails off. "And besides, i missed you too"

I take his hand, merlin his hands are nice as fuck. Our knees are touching. If a month ago you told me i'd be like this i wouldn't have believed you, no matter how compromising the evidence is i would not hear it. 

The air is thick, i feel like i'm going to melt. "Can you just- Can you like-"

"What?" i say softly.

"Just bloody kiss me already."

I am shell shocked right now, so direct. That's kind of attractive. I stand up and take his face in my hands, one of my knees on the bed next to his leg. He looks up at me, he's leaning on his two arms on the bed (a/n : if you don't understand the position just fkin dm me i will literally send you a sketch) He looks so unreal in this light. 

I lean in and kiss him softly for a few seconds and then go back in for a more passionate one 'aggressive'

He starts laying down and i climb on top of him. I lean more and more into the kiss, he hesitantly puts a hand on my back and up my shirt. I kiss his jaw, the underside of his jaw and slowly going down to his neck, he huffs a string of curses under his breath. 

I disconnect from his skin for a second before planting a firm kiss on his lips before climbing off him. He looks at me flushed, clearly wondering what went wrong. "That's not my bed" i point at the bed he's on. "and besides, my ribs are still bloody bristle, i couldn't handle too much-" i pause "action" he blushes and comes sit next to me on my bed this time.

He leans his head on my shoulder, it feels nice. I lace my arm around his shoulder and slide my hand into his hair, he shivers slightly and breathes out. 

"How's class been going?" i ask him.

"Oh you know the usual"

"I actually don't know though"

He sighs "Barty's been giving me the evil eye since all this happened, It's been kind of hell actually, were in the same dorm so-"

My breath catches in throat, he's been feeling like this, because of me. My hand  stops in it's tracks.

"Really? Jesus, i'm so sorry"

"don't be, he can be mad at me, i don't care he's a twat" I can't help but still feel a bit guilty. 

à/n: ìt has been a while hasnt it, im gery sorry abt that, i had my exams to get done and im moving soon, had to pack for that and for vacation, it has been a ruckus and unfortunately i wont be able to update until at least august, depends, im very busy, so sorry.