Mc pov.
I hear him.. He was crying in empty class..
"Whats wrong? "
I ask him.
He look at me and say:
"Im sorry, Connor. Im sorry.. "
I walked over to him and hugged him.
He just hug me back and start crying in my shoulder.
"It's okey... Let's go home.. You can't be here looks like that. "
I told him and pick him up.
"-Connor?
-Yes?
-Im sorry..
-look at me... See? Im fine, Alex"
Time skip.
In Connor house
I put him on the couch and sat in front of him.
"Do you need something to make you feel better? "
I ask him and look on his eyes
Only think that I found in them.. Was me. The only think that he is see now is me.
"Can you hug me again? "
He said and I hug him.
He always was mean to me and wish me dead but.. When he see now what he do to me..
He act like he is scared to lose me.
"Why you even help me?
You should hate me.
Why...? "
He start crying again.. He looks so broke that I can't believe that this is the same person that...
"I love you, Alex.
Thats why. "
He close his eyes and say
"Please never leave me alone.
I need you, Connor. Im sorry for that what I do to you.
I was scared... I was scared that they will hate me.
Im sorry... I love you too.
Please stay with me.
Please.... "
I look at him with smile.
"Im sorry Alex.
You need to let me go.
That wasnt your fault.
Remember that I will always love you.
Goodbye"
Yes.. 12.06.2016.
The date of my death.
I say goodbye.. Now I can go.
But I don't wanna go..
Why I do that? He love me too.
If only I say it to him.
If only he say it to me.
