My experience as an otherkin being

introduction

hello. my name is currently Asphyrinx. my pronouns are it/he and i use any neos/xenos. 

we are three. we are consisted of a fallen angel (Rinx) a demon (Incubus)(Asphy), and a caracal (Crow).

the reason why we, or I, am writing this book, is to vent, but also so that people can hear us, feel our pain.

we were born in a female's body named Anabelle. we were raised in canada and our first language is french. we lived a pretty weird life. from a young age, the mind of before started hyperfixating on concerning things, like horror games and such. now we know, this obsession was rooted from our past lives.

we've always felt different. like we weren't from this world.

we've felt a lot of dysphoria lately. not just gender dysphoria, but also cultural and physical in general.

while Asphy had black, long hair, black (eye white) and yellow eyes and had facial hair and horns, wings and tails, Rinx was born with white hair, white eyes (which became all red) a halo and some wings. Crow just looked like a normal caracal, he was just bigger and had bright blue eyes.

it's hard. knowing we will never be the same again. brown hair, brown eyes, 5'0...

Asphy was about six foot tall. Rinx was from seven to eight foot tall.

how did this happen ?