Law x reader (smut and angst)

part 1: the intro and flashbacks

I woke up in a cold sweat as I look at the wall panting I started crying out of nowhere

I thought this is not fair why, why me what did I do I throw my head into my pillows

I cried for a good 30 minutes before getting up to see bright lights and heard birds chirping

I wish I could just stay in bed forever I thought I hate school I only like my two friends there my everything the only thing keeping me alive

I grab a towel and a bra and a pair of grey sweatpants and a pair of boxers I go to the bathroom and turn on the water waiting a few minutes before it got warm I took off my clothes and stepped into the hot water before looking at my stomach wishing I was as pretty as my friends and people i know wishing I could be them even tho I was childhood I had slim friends

I put my boxers and and bra on before I put on my sweatpants I then put on a white tank top then added a hoodie overtop the tank top I grabbed my house keys and put air forces on then left the house I walked to school I was earlier then most I sat down in my first class

I looked over to my friend she was talking to some of the boys who bullied me I didn't tell her since I didn't wanna ruin any of her friend ships they would always say something about me or my family

She walked back over to her seat Which was next to me so I smiled at her and she smiled back as she sat down and the teacher started talking about the lesson

After lesson one I had to go to my next class I hated this class as it was always loud and people should run around

I went to the class the teacher wasn't there so it was a free period so I went outside for some air then a counselor saw me and thought I was skipping I told her that I had a free period she just looked at me at said "office NOW" when I got to the office she walking to the computer Landry and said" call her guardian she was skipping"

When my mom picked up I could tell she was not going to be happy so when the girl handed me the phone I got scared because I knew she was gonna yell and she did she said "I swear ur always messing things up you can't even go to a 1 hour class how dumb are you" so I just left to my next class witch was lunch most the time I would just sit then on my phone but I looked up cuz I heard a noise I made eye contact with this guy he had beautiful gold eyes

We held eye contact for about 15seconds before my friend grabbed me and hugged me she said "omg y/n some guy just asked me out what should I do" I replied with "you should do what u want do u like him?" She said yes but I only like him as a friend" "then don't get with him " I said she then smiled and left

I looked back at that table to see he wasn't there I wanted to know who this man was he intrigued me I was now thinking about him and nothing else

End for now till I upload again... Bye lovly🥰👋