Josephine's pov
I sit at the piano we have here and look at the lyrics I have and sing
Took me over to your house
To meet your family
Introduce me to them
Saying that you'd marry me
Then you'd look me in the eye
And say it's just a joke
Then you'd kiss me
And I'd smile did you even know
When you'd say
that kind of thing
I'd be excited
Got me hoping that maybe
One day you'd mean it
Always thought I'd make a fool
Of someone else
Now you've only gone
And made me make one of myself
I guess that flowers aren't
Just used for big apologies
I guess I should've been more
Conscious of how you spoke to me
Cause when we'd fight
You'd give me space
and not communicate
And for a while I thought that's
What I should appreciate
Maybe I was just holding onto
What I thought you were
But when you think to hard
Eventually it starts to hurt
The version of you
In my head
Now I know wasn't true
Young people fall
for the wrong people
I guess my one was you.
I hear Bucky come in and lean against the door his arms crossed and I continue
I was getting any fight
So we could make it work
You ignored me
Could've told me you were seeing her
Kinda hate myself
For justifying your mistakes
Took a minute but I learned
that shit the hard way.
Buckys pov
I stand with a smile seeing her let out her feelings. I know she loves me. I can see that. But she needs to vent and let out all the feelings she was never able to. She continues
Who are you to tell me
I can't be heart broken
Babe you had the chance the door
For you was open
If it's what you need to tell
Yourself to sleep at night
She looks my way with a smile as she says
Pretend I haven't found a man
Who finally treats me right
She beckons me over and I sit beside her as she sings
I guess that flowers aren't just used for big apologies
I guess I should've been more conscious how you spoke to me
'Cause when we'd fight, you'd give me space and not communicate
And for a while I thought that's what I should appreciate
Maybe I was holding onto what I thought you were
But when you think too hard, eventually it starts to hurt
The version of you in my head, now I know wasn't true
Young people fall for the wrong people, guess my one was you
If there's anything I've learned, it's you should watch yourself
If it's hurting you, then leave and go and get some help
I smile and kiss her softly "beautiful" i mutter. She smiles and I ask "hungry?" She nods and I take her hand and we head down the stairs me making sure she's okay and steady the entire way. I help her onto the stool and she cups my face and kisses me softly. "Thank you" she says. I ask "what for? I'm not doing anything that I should be thanked for. I love you and our child" she smiles "that's just it J. I don't know anyone who would do this for anyone"
I kiss her softly "I should be thanking you for not kicking me out to the curb when I showed up unannounced" "speaking of" tony says walking in. He has breakfast with him. She smiles "hi dad" they hug "ah the kid is getting big isn't he?" He replies and she nods "very. He often sits on my bladder though" he chuckles. "I got food and news"
I take the food and split it accordingly. She pouts "I miss coffee" I chuckle "you'll have it in no time doll" I ask Tony "what's the news?" he sighs "have no good way to say this" she touches his hand "say it dad" he sighs "so Steve got cheated on by Nat and now he has it in his head that he has to find you Josie and apologize and ask for you back. He has it in his head that you will take him back and will have to" what the fuck?!
She takes my hand "he can ask and beg all he wants but I want nothing to do with him. I've moved on, I'm having my son with a man that truly loves me." He smiles at us "always knew you felt something barnes" was I that obvious? He continues "figured I'd give you a heads up. He's searching and doing so hard. He won't give up. No one else but Wanda and I know about you three being here. And we will keep it that way" she nods "thanks" he asks "name ideas?" I reply "none of them are sticking" he nods "and doctors visits?" She replies "he's healthy as can be dad. No signs of Down syndrome or heart issues. He's sizing perfectly well" he smiles and nods and says "treat her right barnes" "I'll never treat her terribly" I reply. He nods and says "I should go before Steve questions me again and makes me toss him through another wall" she chuckles and they hug and we shake hands and he leaves.
