Has He Really Changed?

Prologue

I kicked my shoes off at the entrance and walked into the kitchen. I'm starving but there's nothing to eat. I bent down and opened the bottom drawer, and thank goodness there was a slice of apple pie left. I placed the apple pie in the microwave and went to grab some whip cream. I leaned on the counter pouring whip cream into my mouth until the apple pie finished. BEEP BEEP BEEP!!! Thank God I'm starving. I could feel my mouth salivating with the smell of apple pie.

I pushed open my door then tilted my head back for some more whip cream. Looks like I poured too much some leaked out of my mouth and onto my breast. I looked over at my bed and saw Christian sitting on my bed.
"What are you doing here" I frowned?
"I'm here to see my best friend duh. You didn't come to school today. Where were you" he walked over to me?
"I woke up late and didn't feel like dealing with Ms. Jeffé" I sighed.

"So what did you do today" he continued questioning me?
"Ugh can you stop with the questions? I'm starving" I bit my lip.
"Me too" his index finger swiped across my breast bringing the whip cream to his lips.
"Well there is food downstairs" I said uncomfortably walking over to my bed.
"I'd rather eat you up" he whispered in my ear.
"Hmm that's funny. Now if you don't mind this apple pie is looking mighty good" I laughed uncomfortably. What is up with him today?

"You were with Jason weren't you" he snatched the apple pie from me?
"Give it back" I pouted.
"Only if you answer the question. Truthfully" he held my delicious apple pie up.
"Fine I don't need it anyway" I frowned laying down on my bed. I grabbed the whip cream and poured some into my mouth. Too much as usual. 

"You're so clumsy" he said licking the whip cream off my cheek.
"Gyahh! Don't do that again" I moved to the head of my bed.
"Resse I like you" he crawled closer to me.
"Yeah I like you too. That's why we're friends" I said frantically.
"I like you like you" he suddenly kissed me.

My eyes were wide open while his were closed. The portion of his face that I can see looks so beautiful. I let my eyes slowly close while the feeling he gave me took over. I don't know how long we were kissing for but I know it was long enough for us to lose our breathes.

"You still hungry" he smirked.
"Yes you idiot" I suddenly got angry. He chuckled then grabbed the whip cream. He leaned on the headboard and poured whip cream on his mouth.

I crawled over to him and licked it off before starting to kiss him.
"Want more" he seductively whispered? I shook my head yes bitting down on my lip. He poured some more onto his neck. While I was busy leaving bite marks and hickeys on him, he snuck his hand into my panties and started playing with my clit. 

He slipped his finger into me, and I clung onto him even tighter.
"You're so wet" he whispered in my ear. I felt his hard up against my stomach. I un-did his pants and started to stroke him. I'm so glad my dads are out on vacation.
"Blow me" he whispered in my ear.
"Huh" I asked startled?
"I've never done that before" I held my head down with embarrassment.
"That's okay, just try it" he encouraged me.

It may be your first time giving head but just think of it like eating a banana. No don't do that you bite a banana. Ice cream, or an ice sickle. I started to lick from the shaft to the tip. I must be doing good he moaned. I wrapped my lips around his tip and started to go deeper. I began bobbing my head while he was moaning "I'm gonna cum." 

Am I suppose to swallow? I guess there's no harm. I kept going until he came in my mouth. It's not nasty. It's like sweet and salty. He got me on my back then pulled off his shirt. He leaned over and started licking my clit. I tried to stop my moans as much as I could but when he slipped his fingers back in I couldn't control them.

"Do you want me in you" he looked up at me? I don't know if I'm ready to lose my virginity. But if I had to choose it would be Christian. Who else better than your best friend who you've known your whole life? No one. But I still don't know.
"I don't know" I said shyly.
"Resse I love you more than anyone. Let me make love to you" he stared into my eyes.

"I love you too" I bit down on my lip.
He gave me his lips and started to press his hard into me. I clutched onto his back. It didn't really hurt that much.
"I'm gonna start moving now" he warned. Every thrust took me closer to my limit.
Our moans were getting louder and louder. By the time we finished having sex there were 5 condoms on my carpeted floor.

***

I woke up alone tangled in my golden sheets. I turned off my alarm clock and pushed my covers off me. I tried standing up but ended up falling on used condoms. I grabbed them and made my way to my bathroom.

What an insensitive jerk! How dare he leave me all alone after what we did! I am going to kill him. He really is insensitive I have all these hickeys and bite marks and now I have to wear my hair down on this hot day. After going to my locker I went to the gym. Maybe he had early practice today. Nope not early practice. Just him playing ball with Cody.
"Hey" I called out in a shy voice.
"Resse" he smiled walking towards me.

"Hey um... not to complain but why'd you leave me this morning" I asked?
"I needed to get clothes" he said.
"Oh okay."
"Hey Teressa want any whip cream" Cody laughed. At first I was confused but then realized.
"You told him" I sighed with embarrassment?

"Oh he didn't just tell us. He showed us" Cody jumped into our conversation.
"What" I asked confused?
"Show her Christian" Cody tapped Christians shoulder.
"Dude stop" Christian pushed Cody away.
"If you won't show her, I'll tell her" he smirked. Christians hand balled into a fist and was headed for Cody's face.

"Stop" I yelled!!!
"Christian what is he talking about?"
"Forget it" he started to walk away.
"Christian just tell me" I begged.
"I RECORDED US" he yelled in frustration!!

"Are you serious" I asked shocked?
"Yes" he hung his head low. I was glued to the ground with shock and fear and embarrassment.
"Resse I'm so sorry" he ran to me holding my hand.
"Please please please forgive me" he begged.
"I hate you" I said with a scornful look. I quickly pushed him away then dashed off.

***

School didn't even officially start and I left. I've been in my room all day long listening to music, and crying. It's already 3:27pm, and I have nothing accomplished. I heard a loud bang and quickly sat up looking at my door. There stood Christian.
"Get out" I through a pillow at him!
"Teressa please" he caught it.
"No I hate you. I never want to see you again" I kept throwing pillows at him. Pillow after pillow and that still didn't stop him.

I reached over for my night lamp and held it in my hand.
"I swear to God if you come any closer to me I'll throw this at you" tears emerged from my eyes. He took a step closer to me so I threw it at him. This dude is too fast. He ducked down letting it hit my wall. He pounced on me holding me down.
"Teressa I'm so sorry. I didn't mean for you to get hurt" he said into my neck. Stupid body this does not feel good.

"You mean you didn't mean for me to find out" I corrected.
"Teressa you're my best friend. I love you more than I love anyone in this world" he stared into my eyes. That's how he got me the first time. When his lips connected with mine I just wanted last night to happen again. He tangled his fingers in my hair and started to kiss my neck. When I opened my eyes my sense finally came back to me. I pushed him off me then got off my bed.

"I am not your best friend and I hate you" I pointed at him!!! I could feel the tears swelling in my eyes, and I couldn't get them to go back down. The began to pour out of my eyes.
"Teressa please don't cry" he walked towards me. I don't know what I grabbed but I just know I don't want him near me. So I pelted the nearest thing to me. I opened my eyes when I heard a loud thump. He had fallen on the floor and groaned in pain. 

My knees began to buckle and I couldn't stop crying. Why can't I stop crying?
"Teressa" I felt his hand graze my knee. I quickly stood up and started swinging my laptop back and forth in my hand.
"Leave me alone! I hate you" I threw my laptop at him.
"Don't say things you don't mean" he wrapped his arms around me.
"But I do mean it" I cried.

"You're suppose to be my best friend. You told me you love me, but it's obvious you did that just to have sex with me. I trusted you more than anyone in this world. How could you betray me like that" I pushed him away!!!
"I didn't mean to" he had more than a hint of sadness in his voice.
"Just please leave me alone" I sighed hugging myself.
"Teressa please" he stepped closer to me.
"No. Just leave" I turned my back on him.