You are my anchor
You are my sky
Because when I found that
My truth was a lie
You stood by my side
And let me cry
Out words I've never lost in the abyss
Of my mind and
In kind I see your smile and I miss
You
Us
Whatever it was
Whatever it is
I hope that with this
Poem
You'll read and see my words
Are no trick but the key
To my heart
And even if it's only a start
I hope it'll make you feel
That whatever it was
Or is
Is real and what I want
And it haunts me; Do you want it too?
Memories so sweet in their staleness
They pale in comparison to the hum
Of the drum in my heart
Around you I start to fall
Again and in reality
My frailty is something
Only you have seen
And I dream of being with you
It's true and through
The days and nights
That rise from the ground
The sound of your voice
Takes away my choice
Not to laugh when
We walk down the path
Together and in truth
The proof is you
Your eyes, your smile
That I'd walk miles to see
They make me wonder
Is your wish me?
Or have I blundered in my
Interpretation of our
Integration of feelings?
Do you know my nightmares?
The ones that stare
Into my eyes and
Lie to me, telling me that
You aren't ever going to be here
You'd never care enough
To wipe away the tears that
Flow from my fears in
The night and that
It'll never be alright
Though I know that they lie
It still awakens the cries
That hide, breaking in my throat
When all hope is lost
In the dark of my room
Telling me all the quiet things
That uncover the dreams
That turn into nightmares
Who scare me to death
If they were a test I'd be failing
Without you
I don't want to
Make it through the night
Please tell me it's alright.
