~Tinsley P.O.V~
*people tell me how Tinsley looks so i choose Julianne Hough when she has long hair for her(:*
Raymond drove us to a litle diner in town about five minutes from the school and it was pretty packed considering theres not a lot of diners here and this one apparently is the best one. The food here was amazing and the smoothies were the best, I got a strawberry banana with whop cream it was delicious! So here we are still at the diner me and Kat refuse to go home anytime soon considering Conner and Kelsy are being all lovey dovey now so we decided to just stay here for a while, the rest of the guys came also and they are staying until we leave.
"so do you want to tell me now?", Raymond whispered from sitting next to me
"Raymond not here", i said looking anywhere but him
"come on arizona i know you want to talk about it and i know your still thinking about him why wont you tell me", he said and by now i was really tired of him asking me, hes been asking me about Keith ever since we were at school and he doesnt get that i dont want to talk about it
"becasue i dont want to talk about it!",i snapped at him and i instintly regretted it normally im not htis bitchy maybe its the fact that im scarred to what will happen to me with my mate im literally tramatized with guys ..yeah i can talk to guys normally but if i know the guy likes me then ill stop talking to him and pretend i never met them..yeah thats shallow of me but i feel like if a guy tells me they like me then i know ill probably like them back depending on the guy of course but other than that i feel like if we do date then i feel like theres a point that they with crack and go off on me and act like my dad did to me...
I only hang out with these guys because Raymonds gay, i can tell, Jason and Kimberly are a couple and Samuel doesnt see me that way, at least i hope he doesnt well he doesnt show any signs so i doubt he likes me so i dont have to worry about any guys well besides Tyler and Daniel...and now Keith..
"look i know i keep bugging about this but its unlikely that a wolf denys there mate",Raymond says whipering to me making sure the guys dont hear
"i know its because..you wouldnt understand", i said getting up "guys im going home thanks this was fun ill see you tomorrow at school", i said to the rest of the guys
i walked out of the diner not waiting to hear from there responses but i did hear mumurs of 'ok's' and 'yea's'..i was almost to my car when someone grabbed my arm and pulled me to a stop and i flinched getting da'sha'vu (a/n:dont know how to spell that srry)..the person pulled me back and i looked up frightten at Raymond
"look i dont know what you meant back there bu- ohh my gosh im so sorry i didnt mean to scare you", he says noticing my scarred reaction
"its ok it was more of a habit than a reaction before i can think about it", i said and just realized what i said and starred at him eyed wide
"what?", he asked
"ne-never mi-mind", i stutter afraid hes going to find out about my past
"no what did you mean by it was a habit?", he says grabbing my arm before i can get into my car
"nevermind..i have to go now", i said all in a rush
"Tinsley",Raymond warned
"it doesnt matter Raymond i need to leave now!", i praticually yelled at him
"fine lets go to your house you can tell me there", he said walking to the passenger sidei, i quickly got into the drivers side and shut the door and locking the doors before Raymond can get in
