Her Very Existence (1D)

Do you know, that little thing at the back of your mind, it just tell's you, scream's at you that someone's lying to you?

That little doubt that's alway's tucked in the back of your mind?

Do you know how it feel's, to have it all of your life?

Honestly, I'm confused to why it's there, no one was lying, or deceiving me, i'm just a normal girl.

Sixteen year's young, almost seventeen, I have an average grade of B, but that's it. Nothing special, nothing what's so ever.

Well, maybe my group of friend's, there's Ty, Jack, Luke and Reece. We're all in a 'band'.. well, not really. We're just randomly pick instrument's up sometimes and muck around, we have comedy videos online, song cover's of us and us just talking to the camera like the lunatics we are.

They're all seventeen, we all attend school in a small town in England. I love the rain, the cold, and I guess you could say I was what people identify as 'Emo', with some of the music I love. 

I like anything really, but I just prefer the musicians that stand for what I do, their lyrics mean something and that they've all had something happen to them in the past that can be related to me.

I like Two main catergories, Punk and Alternative. But I enjoy stuff from pop, to acoustic, even some jazz.

I'm strange like that I guess.

But anyway, back to that nagging feeling at the back of your head? I've had that ever since I could remember, and I don't know why.

That stupid feeling, it never goes away.

I have a beautiful mother that I absolutely adore, a handsome father that love's his little girl, and a little sister that is as cute as a button.

I love them all so much.

Well, I guess that's it...

Wait, my favorite colour is red, my favorite type of food is Chinese and I love music, making people laugh and enjoying the little thing's.

And this is the story of finding out who I am.