2 times he as attempted, you would think that being apart of the world biggest boy and people would notice. No. No one did. Ever.
He would be surrounded by so many people and he never felt so alone, so many celebrities, fans, paparazzi.But he was all alone. Always changing his look so how never had to look at the same disgusting reflection.
His eyes trailing down his bare body. His hair lay there, scruffy disgusting. His piercing eyes, dark, too dark, you can practically see the
pain,
sorrow and
hatred for himself oozing out. Trailing down the rest of his features, high check bones, defined jawline, pierced ears and slight facial hair. He stopped and slightly choked up and slipped his shirt over his head and saw the scars.
The scar that ran from his neck to his collarbone.
'Make-up can do alot' he muttered to himself.
All the times they had done topless photoshoots it had remained hidden. His taut torso toned to show defined abs evenly tanned. Reached down into the top drawer and brought out a key placed it on the white shimmering surface. Rummaging to reach the back of the draw he pulled out a little black box. Using the key he unlocked the box, revealing 3 razor blades.
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Curiosity (Zayn Malik/ One Direction Fan Fiction)
FanfictionZayn Malik, has his struggles you may not believe it, being in the world's biggest boyband but he does, only one person knows about his struggles, Lou Teasdale, but he soon finds a girl, a fan who he can relate to... .
