I won't recognize you anymore

Promo

"You may be married to me, have my last name and be called the lady of the house but you'll never get a place in my heart, or in my bed." After saying those harsh words did Lucas leave the room and left Sofya behind. Sofya felt hot and started to get weak legs as she staggered to the bed while shedding tears silently. Sofya's sophistic blond lashes got wet from sobbing, She sat on the edge of the bed with her veil over her face staring lifelessly at the wall. She slowly mumbles to herself "Where did it go wrong?" "Am I the problem?" "first my dad and now my husband, is this my fate. suffering and going the same cycle over and over again." I thought that I escaped the cage once and for all, I believed that I could leave all te pain and sorrow behind. "I was stupid to believe in that, it's impossible to escape the past, and most importantly I'm destined to live like this."

No I can't think like this. My husband is not my father or my half brother and certainly not Valentijn. this house is not that suffocating house. I need to give it time, That's right we need to get to know each other. I will break the cycle with time. But sadly time was not in her favor, Lucas had to leave for war by order of the Emperor.

Sofya wrote daily letters to her husband but never got a reply. She tried to reassure herself that he is very busy and his life could be in danger at any moment and hence he has no time to reply back. Hours, days, months, even years, fly away like shadows. And when Sofya wanted to assume the worst, her worries were eased by good news. Sofya was happy and couldn't wait to reunite with her husband again and thought that the feeling would be mutual. Contrary to her thoughts did her husband come back with a unpleasant surprise. Sofya started sweating and having palpitations, was this the reason why he never replied to my letters.