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Mark was on drugs, he was addicted to it like insanity. He wanted to escape this hell hole but he seemed to be sucked in deeper each day. He chugged down the beer as he groaned in despair, a sickly mother, a sister that was just barely four years, and not enough money. They atleast had the house, the huge one their coward of a father built, and nothing more. When Donghyuck, his only reason of life left it all came crumbling down, but he didn't blame the beauty. He never did until this day, he still wore his wedding ring because he was still in love a boy he called Teddy Bear.

"Oppa!! Oppa!! Joy is hungry!" His little sister screamed running towards him, he could see her frame vaguely.

Did he beat her? No he didn't, then why did he beat Donghyuck? An innocent pudding with too much of love stored inside his small frame. It angered him, everything angered him, nothing made sense at all. He shooed his sister away gesturing her the biscuits on the table. He was back, more beautiful than he once was, he still called him Baby, like he always did. His scars on the neck were still left hard like a fossil on the soft skin of his.

"I don't deserve you." Mumbled Mark, he never would. Donghyuck deserves a royal life not a life in the gutters where they barely make ends meet.

At university the older sat on a bench staring into nothing. The void seemed to be less painful than what he felt, the urge he had when he saw him yesterday, to crush him in a hug and kiss him until he drops and tell him how much he still loves him and.........his thoughts trailed off. He saw Donghyuck get off the car with a white plaid skirt and a pink blouse, he was always openly gay, which was beautiful. He didn't care about what people thought of him, his thighs were thinner, his baby fat tummy was gone and he looked sickly. It bothered Mark yet he no longer had the right to reach out for him.

"Your ass cheeks can be seen! What are you? A hoe? You should just go enroll yourself on a strip club. You wouldn't agree to have sex but wear like a fucking slut on your second day at university!" Jaehyun visibly pinched Hyuck's arm making him whimper, Marks anger shot to his head, he wanted to end Jaehyun.......Alas he wanted to let go of Hyuck as much as he wanted him. After an year of waiting he was finally in an arm's length yet so far and off limits.

Haechan sat at class, some of the girls were nice, others were mean but they eventually liked how sweet he was, the boys were drooling for him yet he didn't care. He just wanted one person. Mark Lee. He sat next Jaemin, a shy awkwardly silent boy who spoke to you only when spoken to but he proved his first impression wrong when his actual bubbly self surfaced after the fifth period.

"I'm actually in love with Mr Lee, the one who teaches watercolours. We've been going out since last year, I didn't know I'd end up being his student though. He's such a darling though!" Chirped Jaemin at recess, Donghyuck bit his lips, he had never had a friend before, Mark was possessive and his mother's men made sure he got close to no one. Surprisingly thanks to Yuta he and Mark became a thing.

"Dating a teacher is wrong?" Haechan crossed his legs, he was such a crafted doll like beauty it made everyone gay. Even girls.

"I started dating him before I became his student, the university knows and I'm pregnant!!! His family is over the moon, I don't have my mother the bitch cheated on Daddy so yeah I live mostly with Jeno. Daddy comes by sometimes and he's happy for me. I'd take a years break once I deliver and then get back to study." Jaemin spoke of many things with passion, it made him smile. The way he enjoyed the pregnancy, his relationship and his life.

"I'm happy for you!!" Haechan genuine was, Jaemin smiled just as contagious as his new friends smile was.

"Thank you. You are first person I've ever said this to. My first friend ever! We should be besties!!! Oh oh I need to go for a check up. I'll see later. Bye!" He left as Mr Lee or Jeno came at a fair distance to help him into the car. Haechan smiled a little broken sadly, if only things were that easy for him in his life.

Mark walked passed him looking everywhere but his abalone eyes, Donghyuck stood up with puppy like eyes and the older stopped on his tracks. Hyuck could still see the unconditional love this man hand for him, he lifted his fingers so they'd traced Mark cheek, oh how much did he miss him. It was unexplainable, the older gulped, his Adams apple bobbing, his baby Bear was such a dream.

"I missed you.........Why did you runaway from me yesterday?" The soothing voice of his wife calmed him, sadly he was a physco and he wasn't used to being normal. He held Haechans waist, the younger but his lips whimpering, for the grip was getting harder and harder.

"Why? You left me, didn't you?! Stop lying to me!!" Mark folded the dainty arm harshly. "Fuck off with your new boyfriend! Bitch!" He hissed pushing him away with force and left leaving Hyuck in pain making him realize his disappearance changed nothing, nothing has changed instead Mark becoming worser than he always was.

He sniffled wiping his tears, was he wrong? Was he wrong to leave? He didn't know, he was suddenly trapped between a cruel fiancé he didn't want and an abusive husband he wanted back. The red marks of Marks fingers already appeared on his wrist.

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