Do you know what true pain is like?

The infamous swan dive

Izuku POV

"Take a swan dive of the school rooftop and maybe you'll get a quirk in the next life!" Bakugo laughed, Izuku's best friend told him to kill himself. And he might just do it.

"Maybe I will!" Izuku cried, frantically.

"Then do it, pussy, you won't!! Everyone would LOVE it if you disappeared forever!" Kacchan yelled, smiling.

Disappeared forever? I can do that.

I will do that.

"Okay..." I whispered.

Kacchan laughed at me as he walked away from me, bleeding on the ground after the beating he gave me.
Happens every day, usually three times a day though.

I stood up once he was gone, a little too fast because I got light headed. My hip hurts and my skin aches. I limp my way home.

Once I made it home my mom screamed at me.

"Izuku Midoriya! Your killing me! These dishes aren't going to clean themselves, CLEAN THEM! Actually, scratch that, make me dinner first then clean the dishes!" she shouted full of rage.

It's my fault, I should have been home sooner, and avoided Kacchan better.

"I apologize, mother." I said, looking at the ground.

"What happened to you? I swear to god your injuries keep getting worse and worse and there starting to cost me a fortune. Do you understand! I don't care what's happening but this money your making me spend... UNACCEPTABLE" mom shouted at me.

My gaze dropped to the floor once again and I stared intensely at the floorboards, hanging my head in shame and disgust, not at my mom, but at myself.

Failure

Die

Deku

Swan dive

Just disappear

Everyone would be happy if you were gone.

I hurried to the kitchen, not wanting to hear any more hurtful words from my mother, poisoning my brain and tearing apart my soul.

I decided to make her Tacos, they were her favorite. Maybe if I serve her tacos then she will be in a better mood, and take it easy on me.

~Time skip~

I handed the tacos to my mother, along with a bottle of beer, she makes me grab her a couple anytime I serve her a meal, she is a hopeless drunk.

She snatched it out of my hands quickly, spilling some spicy meat from the taco onto the floor.

She gasped. "What is wrong with you, you filthy mutt!! Your not eating ANYTHING tonight, you hear me?! NOTHING!!" she screamed at me furiously.

Water started to fill the corners of my eyes. "But mom, this will be the fifth time this week!! It hurts mom, it HURTS! I can't deal with this pain in my gut anymore! Please mom, it will never happen again!" I begged.

She reached over and slapped me right across the face.

"Quit it!! My decision is final, I would love it if you starved. Go in your room and stay there, but not before cleaning up this mess!"

I grabbed a paper towel and started scrubbing the floor quickly, aching to go to my room.

"Mop the entire floor while your at it!"

~time skip~

Once I was done cleaning the floor I started to walk to my room but mother stopped me. Tripping me as I walked by. I fell straight on my face, giving me a bloody nose and a new bruise on my jawline. I quickly put my hand on my face to avoid getting a newly cleaned floor dirty.