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y/n.

i see kenma shut the door. i'm so sleepy. i should go to sleep. i'm so tired

*txt notification at 2 am*
emo boy <3 : HELLO why the fuck is kuroo texting me saying how he's deeply in love w you????

*txt notification 2:37 am*
kuroo >;p : y/n i really like you and you should know that

*txt notification 2:40 am*
kuroo >;p : honestly u should be w me. plzzzz

*txt notification 2:52*
emo boy <3 : kuroos fucking high plz ignore whatever he sent u thx

*alarm goes off*

fuckkkk. best sleep of my life. ughhh i feel sick. i flip over to reach to get my phone. i look at it and rub my eyes again and again. wait what. there's no way—? i'm going pretend i didn't see that. i look at the time and it's 1 pm. fuck why did i sleep so much???

i get up and go brush my teeth. i then take a shower and just think on the floor. how do i really feel about kuroo? wait— i should really apologize to kenma because i don't really remember last night. erm i think i'm going apologize in person. shit i need to see kuroo today. hopefully the party is fun atleast. i mean of kuroo is there then most likely.

i get out the shower and dry my hair. i go downstairs to take some pills to feel better. and i did feel better shortly after. hangovers suck. and i hate what i do when i'm drunk. i mean i do stuff i wish i could do.

i try looking for clothes for the party. ugh what to wear. i throw some clothes on my bed. then i come down to two option.

*knock, knock*

who could it be? that's too bad because i need to pick an outfit. they could wait.

*door bell rings*

bro can they wait ugh. i quickly go down the stairs and see throw the little window of the door a tall brown haired dude. "jeez okay i'm coming!'" i yell out. "couldn't you wait—" what the fuck.

"long time no see" he says. wait is he who i think?

"no way.." i laugh. "it's fucking, oikawa?" i try not to laugh harder but i thought he said he didn't wanna see my face again?

"y/n look i'm sorry—" he starts saying

"i honestly forgot about you" i interrupt him, "plus i already replaced you." i blurt out.

"your a bitch still i see." he says while looking into my eyes. oh he's such a cunt.

"fuck you" i say while maintaining the eye contact. who does he think he is to show up to my house?

"oh you wish" he says teasingly. this is what i liked about oikawa, he was more outgoing then other boys. he was the best flirt i know.

"i don't wish" i say jokingly back. "what the fuck are you doing here shitykawa?" i roll my eyes at him.

"nothing just stoping by to see if you missed me. i'm mainly around your town because kuroos throwing a party and invited basically everyone soo" oh please, miss him? nah. i'm not one of his bitches. i do believe the part where kuroo invited everyone. hopefully i get a pretty boy there, since many boys are going be there.

"yeah whatever" i say. "i kinda have to get ready tho so do you mind leaving?" as i say that kenma pulls up. shit— kenma and oikawa aren't the best of friends. kenma starts walking closer to the door.

"oh i see your still with kenma." oikawa says while turning around to look at kenma.

"oikawa leave her alone." kenma says. i truly loved kenma for being there for me. he might be shy around crowds and not always stand up for me when a lot of people are there. but if it's just me and someone else, i can always count on him. i know he truly does care for me.

the reason me and oikawa broke up about five months ago was because he left me for a stupid basic girl. which the girl cheated on him so whatever. apparently he cared about a girl he meet three weeks ago then a girl he's known since six years. karma is a bitch tho. i then realized oikawa was just obsessed with my body. i found out because kenma told me. then kenma had to walk in a heavy argument with me and oikawa and kenma told oikawa to stay away from me and that's how it ended. kenma just threatened oikawa. kenma always told and still tells me how oikawa was just a shitty boyfriend. oikawa once tried getting into a fight with kenma after we broke up. luckily kuroo broke it up but kenma hated oikawa after that.

"aw are you jealous y/n is talking to me again?" oikawa says teasing kenma.

"oikawa shut up. and please leave" i say while looking at kenma.

"whatever you say princess. cant wait to see you later~" he says as he leaves. but as he leaves he makes eye contact with kenma for a while , while walking.

"what the fuck was that about" kenma says as he walks towards me. i lead him inside.

"don't know and don't care." i say while  going up my room. kenma follows me.

"he's so weird" kenma says as he goes into my room and lays on my chair. he continues to pull out his phone.

"yeah anyways kenma help me pick out an outfitttt~"  i could care less about oikawa. what i'm worried about right now is what i'm going wear to the party, with a lot of people.

"i guess" kenma says while he looks up at me from his phone.

"ok so dress or skirt?" i ask while showing him the black silk dress and then showing him the white skirt.

kenma.

y/n always ask me for my opinion on outfits. maybe because i'm a dude? honestly i could care less about what a girl wears. if they have a pretty face, then i like them. i always tell y/n to pick the outfit that suits her body. but this is a hard choice. mostly because i think she looks great in both. but the black dress suits her better, i think?

"black dress for sure i say" while looking deep into her eyes.

"kenma stop looking at me — your making me nervous" she says. i tend to look into people eyes a lot. mostly so they think i'm intrested in the conversation.

"sorry" i say softly and look back down to my phone.

"anyways i'm going put the dress on now! wait right here" she says as she goes to the bathroom. i look around her room and see a polaroid pic hanged of us in her mirror. it's funny because i have the same pic in my room.

"back! what do you think" she says as she does a little spin. honestly she looks fucking hot.

"every boy is going want you" i say while admiring her.

"aww kenma being niceee" she says teasingly and then sits at her makeup desk to start doing her makeup. she looks pretty even without makeup.

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