𝐃𝐈𝐓𝐂𝐇; all of us are dead

XX

—THEY all heard a skateboard as Nam-ra smiles widely at them, M/N's still alive? Are they still all hoping for the said man to be alive? Of course, M/N has been with them through thick and thin and has helped them most of the times

As the sound of skates rolling and a visible thud, there spotted M/N with a pale body just like Nam-ra as he had scars on his neck and veins popping out on his arms that also has some scars with a long stiched scar on his calf as he looked at the group, he was smoking, I guess that's why they smelled smoke from the other side as he smirked

"Yo-" He was about to finish his sentence as he was engulfed by a hug, it was from sombody taller than his as the one who hugged him gripped his waist making M/N's face flush red as Su-Hyeok rested his head on the males head while the others looked at the two

Nam-ra was smirking, the same with Mi-Jin and On-jo as the younger Nam gave her older brother a raised eyebrow making M/N's eyes widen and push Su-Hyeok off of him as Su-Hyeok looked confused but stopped when he saw M/N looking down at the floor with heated cheeks

"Ya, you two. Why don't you guys come with us now? Were all doing fine.." Said On-jo as Su-Hyeok went back to his spot and that's when all went quiet, the group didn't know what to say as Nam-ra just showed them a sad smile as M/N looked at them with a frown and looked at his sister

"We, cant... Were not humans, but were not zombies either... Were both dangerous and if we did come with you, we might both start the apocalypse again, especially since M/N still can't control it that much yet.." Nam-ra explains as all eyes were on M/N, was that the reason why his arms were full of scars aswell as his neck

A sudden silence went out as all just watched the hambies, all too surprised by M/N's scars and Nam-ra's explanation while Su-Hyeok was in verge of tears as he looked at his boyfriend that he just saw after three months, they haven't even celebrated a anniversary of those two together and it was just sad to see him go once again

"Their here..." Nam-ra mutters as M/N looked down and used his going through walls power as he saw the group nodding, the two he then looked at the group with a straight but sad and devastated in the inside while Nam-ra just smiled at the group

"Well, best be off now, I also have something I've always wanted to try so now I guess you could witness me do it.." Said M/N as he smiled softly and approached On-jo kissing her in the forehead, he then got engulfed in a hug by her and the others following after making M/N at ease

"Ya, M/N are you gonna still come back to me?" Asked On-jo as M/N showed her a small smile as she looked at his human companions recalling their memories together before and during the apocalypse

"Of course, I am your upperclassmen after all" Replied M/N as Su-Hyeok just plainly rolled hos eyes in annoyance of the male as Su-Hyeok gripped his hand making M/N look at him with confusuion

"Oh fuck off"

F L A S H  B A C K:

"Is it just me or am I getting really hungry right now?" Asked M/N as they prepared a fire in the school rooftop making Nam-ra hear a grumble on his stomach as she shrugged not knowing what to reply to the man, it had been two weeks since they last saw the group, well except for M/N as he could litterally see through walls and that's the same for having eagle eyes since birth as he's been watching how the group has been doing

"I guess but for food as in junk food or human flesh cause I don't know where you should find humans, you can try on the safe camp they have but you'll just die." Said Nam-ra as she looked at M/N finally, the two having eye contact as he pouted

"Awe shucks, Why'd I not get any food~ I'm so fucking hungry Nam-raaaa~" Whined M/N as his stomach was visibly groaning, his stomach not getting any food by the time being as he looked at his pale flesh and looked at Nam-ra as they both had eye contact once again but now Nam-ra was standing

" Do You Have A Knife? "

And there started M/N's addiction to cutting and making scars on his neck but not drinking the blood, but drink and eats the flesh from his body. But it heals and turns into stitches, Nam-ra couldn't do anything why? He heals faster than a cat especially since he does act like one.

This is how M/N takes care of his body to prevent himself from running to the safe camp and start another apocalypse, this is what Nam-ra meant by he has no control of himself. His zombie part still is dominant but his human side is starting to turn into a switch and is fighting for it's position once more

M/N's had it worse than Nam-ra since she practically ate the girl from two weeks ago fully well that she was only bones and it actually terrified M/N, despite him being the same species as Nam-ra while all he did was take a bite out of the womans calf and drink the blood like it was his favorite drink like a vampire perhaps

He then after always pass out and wake up again to do it, it was practically almost a routine for him to do that everyday and it was also pretty scary on how he goes on with it while Nam-ra has just been concerned for his dear friend who has now have an addiction

They have been talking about M/N's addiction and she and him decided to try and control the zombie side and stop attempting to kill himself. M/N tried as hard as he can, I'm telling you he did try his best but his zombie side just can't help but also try it's best to just smell, drink and eat the flesh and blood of humans who look so pure, so fresh and tasty

"I can't help it Nam-ra! The zombie in me just can't help but fight back and not back down! I wished I didn't even get scratched by my skateboard in the first place! This is fucking hell for me!" Yelled M/N as tears streamed down his pale face making Nam-ra's look at her with pity

"I know you're trying hard M/N! Your face says it all but if it can't be helped then I might aswell kill both you and me!" Said Nam-ra as she looked at the blood pooling down from M/N's now stitched up calf while the two shared glances

M/N sobbed not caring if Nam-ra saw him, he was acting all heroic and strong but as I said a few chapter ago when On-jo said Nam's were stubborn that's true but in reality he's just vunrable and wanting somebody to comfort him, loving him and caring for him since his father left him and On-jo was there also suffering the pain she's feeling two weeks without them beside each other was just torturing the same thing with Su-Hyeok who became his boyfriend during the apocalypse

"Fuck."

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"M/N, let's go." Said Nam-ra as the two ran, Nam-ra zipping up her jacket while M/N made his hood go up and did a flip successfully going down while Nam-ra jumped between the edge while the group ran to see....