To whom?

All You Before Me

everytime na maalala kita, nothing but always a pic of you with her ang unang pumapasok sa isip ko lols. anyway no more drama, I know this is all my fault, im too oa to say these things pero hayaan mo lang hahaha.

I want you to know the reason behind ko nung Jan. 24 is I didn't reply back na. I know that time was I am catching feelings na, no hesitation at all hindi na ako nagreply. I chose to be silent, I know u wouldnt like me back which is def. ok.

Im too weak to talk abt those things, I can only cry or scream it. I kept it myself. How am I supposed to explain it to you when I cant understand it myself?

Jan. 27 nagchat ako out of nowhere, it took u 7 minutes haha wala ng patutunguhan, same day I decided na after a month if ever na hindi na ulit tayo magkakausap pa, I'll block u na, thats my way kasi to move forward.

Feb 28, I blocked all your accounts with all my accounts. idk if I'm paranoid or what pero I really have this feeling na u like someone na.

Mar. 12 I confessed, right? ang tagal mo palagi magreply na hindi ko kinasanayan bwhahaha, I confessed kasi nainggit ako sa kapatid ko bwhahaha ya that's my reason lol.

you said "Thanks!! 🥰🥰" k lol welcome, u could have just said na u dont like me, i dont expect anything from u. I just let my feelings out lang din hahahaha.

I kept blocking and unblocking you.
For 10 days straight, hindi ka nagrereply nang maayos, I understand pero kasi feel ko i looked dumb knowing na halata naman sa replies mong tinatamad or ayaw mo 'kong kausap.

April 2, hindi ako 'yung nagch-chat sa'yo nun hahaha kakambal ko bwhahaha, nung kinagabihan naman nun, I was on my way papunta kanila tito, not sure pero ikaw yata 'yung nakita ko galing Sta. Cena, u only looked at me once, parang mo ako nakilala/kilala.

I was so dumbfounded tumakbo ako pauwi, hindi na ako tumuloy, hiyang-hiya ako. Hindi na ulit ako dumaan doon, ever again.

Apr 10, I greeted u a Happy Birthday, tagal mo nga nagreply ih hahaha ok lang bwhahaha.

Apr 27, I created new account named Xhyra. I added u sa second acc. mo, for two days no response from u, so, I decided to cancel my friend request.

Apr 29, 8:30 PM I added ur main acc. sa second acc. ko, up to now 12:20 AM [Apr. 30] no confirmation from u.

Apr 30, i woke up seeing a notification from facebook that u have accepted my friend request.

Apr 6, chinat mo ako na punta ako sa Birthday mo, little did you know, naka-block ka sa akin.

Apr 12, nag-chat ka hahaha "Hoy---hahwwjshs??---hi"

May 2, 10:45 PM, u chatted me twice saying Hi, then Hi, again. First night and day was going okay naman, I don't know what went wrong. Inalok mo rin ako ng pusa kaso nakuha na pala.

May 3, nag-kekwento ka pa nga about sa Arena, nagkanda-ligaw-ligaw ka pa nga ih, sabi mo pa hindi mo naabutan, Itchyworms, Dec. Avenue, Bini saka Magnus Haven kasi nag-aaya na kasama mo. Nagcelebrate rin kami ng Anniversary ng Dako, Nakilala ko pa nga kapurok mo, Dako rin ng sales.

May 4, you're back; pag-iignore nga lang, ewan ko lang ha nasanay lang siguro kasi ako nung una na madaldal ka rin. Nakuha mo na rin si Tuper, nilalaro ka pa nga ih hahaha. Pogi mo pa sa picture hahaha.

May 5, I tried to be madaldal, share my thoughts and my day, kaso wala, para na lang talagang mag-kaibigan; I mean we are, pero kasi? Bagal na rin mag-reply, pero pwede mo naman sabihing may ginagawa ka lol hahaha. Nag-share ka sa akin picture of yours using a Leni-Kiko Frame. U put it on your Story, kaya pala hindi ko makita, naka-hide ako.