It's Always Been You | Jennie x Fem Reader Oneshots

Confessing To You

Butterflies. That's exactly what I felt every time she hugged me. I know it's wrong to feel this way about Jennie but I just can't stop myself. 

I fell for those, cat-like eyes. Those dumpling like cheeks. Oh and did I mention her famous gummy smile? God, it was breathtaking. 

Jennie and I have been friends for almost 10years now. I met her in 2nd grade, when I changed schools. She was the first person to talk to me. We used to hang out in lunch break and she would tell me how her day was and other random conversations. 

I was confused about my feelings towards her at first. I always had a smile on while talking to her, sometimes I would get nervous even stutter. It wasn't until 9th grade that I realised, I had a crush on her. I fell for my best friend. 

We're in 12th grade now. It was currently lunch time. Jennie, me and some of our other friends Lisa, Jisoo and Rosé were sitting together in the cafeteria. They were in some deep conversation which I obviously wasn't paying attention to since I was too busy admiring Jennie. The way her hair was tied in a messy bun, how her eyebrows were knitted together in concentration as she read the school newspaper. 

When Rosé asked me something, "What's wrong Y/N? You've been acting off since morning." It was true. I couldn't sleep last night, I was too busy thinking about Jennie. About how I should confess to her, even though I might get rejected. I couldn't keep the feeling to myself anymore. I replied, "Nothing really, I just didn't get enough sleep last night." 

However, Rosé wasn't exactly satisfied with my answer, she knew something was bothering me, but she kept quite giving me a simple nod. Jennie noticed this, she spoke up,"You know you can talk to us if something's bothering you right Y/N?". She softly caressed my palm while saying so. Blush creeping upto my cheeks when she did so. I simply hummed knowing I would stutter if I tried to speak.

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I decided to get some fresh air after classes had ended. I was out taking a walk, when I came across Jennie taking pictures of some flowers. She had this love for photography and wanted to become a photographer when she grew up. 

God she looked cute. 

That's when I made up my mind. I had to confess to her. I couldn't control my feelings anymore, so I had to confess to her sooner or later. 

I approached her, "It's beautiful." Just like you, I thought. My words made her jump. She must have been surprised. "Oh, Y/N didn't see you there! You scared the life out of me." she said, letting out a small laugh. Heavens, what I'd do to just to hear that heavenly laugh of hers. 

"A-actually I had t-to t-tell you something." I mentally cursed at myself for stuttering. Yes, I was nervous I mean who wouldn't if you're going to confess to the literal love of your life?!?!? "What is it?" She asked, softly smiling at me. Alright, it's your time to shine Y/N. You can do this. 

I took in a deep breath as I said, "I-I like you Jennie. More than a friend should and I know I shouldn't feel like this way towards you but I just can't help my feelings towards you. Every time you touch me, hug me or even hold my hand I can't help but blush. I get nervous talking to you, your smile makes me smile." I rambled. I looked at her with hope in my eyes. 

But. 

All she said was "oh". Oh? What does "oh" mean? Does she not like me back, did she not understand what I said? My thoughts were cut off, "I'm sorry Y/N. I-I don't like you the way you like me. My feelings towards you are...platonic. I'm sorry Y/N I really am." She said. 




I was heartbroken. I nodded, "I understand". I said giving her a small smile as tears fell down my face. 

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