Be My Wife...Again(JhoBea)

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A/N: Hello my favourite readers! Lahat kayo favourite ko.Hahaha! Matagal lang ako hindi nakapag-update pero buhay pa ako. This chapter, let's explore a bit about our Favorite Jhoana's pregnancy. So here it goes! ---

Beatriz's

I heard Jhoana's sound of vomiting even here in our bed. So kahit pikit pa yung mga mata ko, I get up and followed her all the way sa bathroom. She's sitting down already beside the crystal toilet because she's really sleepy.It's only 5am in the morning.Tinabihan ko sya then slowly rubbed her back.

"Gosh. These kids is giving me hell already." I silently laugh before getting up para kumuha ng water. So para hindi na ako pumunta ng kusina,Nag lagay ako ng personal ref sa room namin to stored what kind of food is Jhoana's craving. Para hindi na magaya nung dati na nagpahanap sya sakin ng Square na apple.Masyado din syang emosyonal sa mga bagay-bagay. Like crying over JL nung nagkaka-crush na.Mainitin din ang ulo, but it's okay.These kids were also mine.Hindi ako nagrereklamo kahit gaano kahirap.

"Thank you and Sorry." Saad nito but I hugged her instead. To give her comfort.A minute passed pero Hindi kami umaalis sa banyo. Kasi alam kong may second wave lagi ang morning sickness nito.

"No need to say sorry. Alam kong demanding talaga ang pregnancy and this is our triplets. No need to say sorry okay? I'm here every step of the way." I'm still trying to wrapped in my mind that my wife is carrying three lives.and those are my children.

"I just feel bad. Everytime my morning sickness came, Nagigising ka." I rubbed her head then kissed her forehead.

"it's fine. Alarm clock ko na yan." Tumawa kami pareho then she started to vommit again.Haaay.

What is my life for taking care of pregnant Jhoana?
She slowly stand-up and held my arms to steady her footing. Bumalik kami sa kama. Nag timpla ako ng gatas for her and pinainom ko sya.Jhoana is sitting at the bed with her left hand rested on her normally-big stomach.Naupo ako sa tabi nito. In-adjust ko yung aircon kasi madalas lamigin si Jho. I covered her with our comforter.

Jhoana's slowly sipping the milk then look at me. I gulped. I know that look. It's either she was consumed with her hormones or thinking about making her morning nothing more exciting.

But instead, She asked the question that made my world stop for a while.

"What do you want to be the name for the babies?" She suddenly asked.

"Huh?" I blinked with her a few times. Is she asking me? Hinihintay ko lang si Jho na magsabi sakin dahil masyado nga itong emotional at umiiyak na walang dahilan. Sabi nga ni yaya Glenn baka daw lahat babae yung anak namin. But these questions made ny eyes sting. She was asking me what will be the name of our children. I know it's not that big, but this is also our huge step of Jhoana's healing.

"How about we have two girls and one boy?What do you want to call them?" She asked again. Binaba nito ang baso sa beside table.

Hindi ko alam. Bigla akong na-freeze. Because I want thier names to be perfect. Like when I called thier name once they are in the world,I will remember that I once lost this chance to be a part of the lives of our children.

"I want the names to be special." Bigla akong namaos sa pinipigil na luha. Jhoana hold my hand then smiled. Medyo malaki na ang tiyan nya. And every hour count for me.

"To be honest.." Jhoana look at me again. "I want one of them to be name after your parents, Bea." Hindi na napigil ako luha ko nang sabihin yun ni Jhoana. Like I don't know. Pakiramdam ko, sasabog yung puso ko sa saya. Sasabog yung puso ko sa di maipaliwanag na dahilan. Jhoana made me feel to be a mother. Jhoana made me feel everything. She completed everything.To give worth to my existence.