1. Levity

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The beginning was like a fairytale and I was so happy to be
I promised god and myself to treat you like a majesty
Days passed and situations happened, still I refused to clearly see

All I ever wanted was a life that includes the protagonists you and me
Painted a picture of a world in which we both live happily
I continued ignoring your actions and let your excuses be

I started giving up on parts of myself in order to make you feel free
See, I was afraid of losing you, so I sacrificed a lot and it truly wasn't easy
That part of me was forever gone and I just felt empty
Your excuses never stopped and with time the hurts became deeper than the sea
Tried to dodge the thought of a life that doesn't include the word "we"

Was I truly to blame for comforting you and going with the stream, baby?
Or was it all just a dream in which you lied about your feelings towards me only?
Guess those questions will never get answered and what remains is the uncertainty

I could barely find myself and realised that the one who was lost was me

Soon I became aware that it was time to let go and start setting myself free

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