It hurts me too

||Warning||

•Suizide

•bullying

•someone dies.-.

•sad ig or not hehe💀

||Into the Story✨||

Hey my name is Mike and I'm 15 years old. I have two close friends and there always there for me...hmm okay not always..Anyways this is my story.
One day I woke up and saw that I'm late for school. I hushed to the door and took my bike and drove as fast as I could to school. When I walked into the school a teacher stand infront of me and asked why I'm late. I answered him "I woke up late and I'm sorry". The teacher looked at me and than he gave me after school detention. I hate after school detentions. After the first class ended I went to the next lesson. The day was fine but my closest friends ignored me the whole day...That hurt me a bit since they never ignored me before. After the boring after school detention I was about to going home but I saw my friends at the hallway so I wanted to go to them but then I stoped because they had a conversation about something. I tried to listen to them but then I heard it...One of my "friends" called me a freak and stupid... I was so angry at this time but I hold myself back and went to the other exit. This went like this 1 month until they came to me and said that they don't want to be in a friendship anymore... I wanted to punch them but I just ran away. When I came home it was weird because my mother weren't at home so I called my mothers friend to ask if she knew where my mother is. The friend told me that something happened and she is in the hospital now. I was shocked and asked which hospital it is. After she told me I ran as fast as I could to the hospital. When I arrived I asked where my mother is and they said that she...she died... I was speechless and than I asked how she died... they told me that she was being murdered by an unknown guy... I was angry but sad I felt so guilty because I wasn't there to help... After 5 days I stoped to go to school... until an unexpected call came in... The school asked me if I want to come with them on the school trip to try forgetting this situation a bit... I agreed and asked how much I need to pay. They said that it's fine and that the director pays for me.. Later on the school trip everyone made fun of me and my mother... I told the teacher that they bullying me but they didn't believe it.. After the whole trip was over I got so mad at everyone that I killed myself...